you're a weiner

even though i no longer have cable television. i got 3 texts in the last 10 minutes letting me know who won top chef. oh la la so secretive.

the good. the bad. the confusing.

dave came over. he slept. i trolled my space. such is life.
i want to go to drink and draw on the 10th at meltdown comics in l.a.
i called vincent cause he is my only l.a. connection and he said he'd go with me.
he was on his way to meet lara flynn boyle cause his friend married her.
i thought that skinny troll was with jack nicolson. i'm confused.
russ is being difficult. he's out at a bar and couldn't hear me and all he kept
screaming in my ear was, DID THE SPURS WIN? why the hell should that matter to him.
i guess this is all. rose.

Jellllly.

Jan. 28th, 2007 | 04:36 pm
mood: excitedexcited
i'm getting over my stomach bug from this weekend. so not cool. didn't go out once cause of said stomach bug. talked to russ a whole lot this weekend. actually we've just been talking a lot more than usual. got a phone call/e-mail from kevin letting me know the 7 shot screamers will be in town next week. i get to see them once in san antonio and once when i'm out in l.a. i leave on the 9th to los angeles for a couple of days. so excited. i can't wait for the 10th cause not only do i get to hang out with the screamers, russ is going with me to the show, and i get to see april. i'm super excited. yaaay for me.

this magic moment

dave + laptops + popcorn + tom arnold = thursday night.

i get my glory in the desert rain ..

mood: moody
music: bling confessions of a king - the killers

i am so hungover. it's 3:44 p.m. and i still feel hungover. to top things off my parents washer died so they will be here @ 4:00 to do some laundry and hang out. couldn't they have called my sister or one of my brothers? seriously? why me?

low.

Jan. 23rd, 2007 | 12:50 am
location: bedroom upstairs
mood: exhaustedexhausted
life of a single person.

played with the stray cats outside of my apartment for awhile. drove to southtown to take some money out of the bank. target shopped (twice). payed phone bill. had jason's deli for lunch and e.z.'s for dinner. had to drive to the e.z.'s on pinche de zavala cause the one down the street from me on bandera rd. closed down. walked in the cold. burr. thoughts of cleaning my house went in and out of my head but i never got around to it. watched the white rapper show @ joey's and laughed my ass off. burned a little music online. send texts. received texts.

isn't my life AMAZING. ha.

got a text message from russ saying he was experiencing technical difficulties.
(what in the hell was that about?)

tell me we both matter, don't we?

Jan. 22nd, 2007 | 01:28 am
be running up that road, be running up that hill, be running up that building ...

into the new.

i ventured out. everyone was on the roads. life is back to normal. the icicles are melting. sara and i had a long phone session of girl talk. i love her. neighbor joey came over. we dranks beers, watched idol, burned music. had phone time with russ. took the longest nap ever today from 3:00 to
7:00 p.m. tomorrow back to the norm.

so long.

my only television is this old big screen t.v. that tom and i shared. when tom left the television stayed. it's so ugly. today i'm getting rid of it which means i will no longer own a television. i still do not know if i am happy or sad yet.

ice ice baby

day three of being stuck in my house. looked online, yep schools/highways/work all closed. i'm going to try and venture out today. i need food dammit. i also need to think of a way to open up my car door. i tried and tried but no luck as of yet. everything is covered in ice. boo on you ice. someone (my dear kristopher) must think i'm awesome because last night they drove across town in this non-driving weather to bring me yummy snacks and beer and diet soda. this person is still here now. :)

rosie

freeze in full effect

location: downstairs
mood: nostalgic
music: every you every me - placebo

yaaaay for warm smokey bars. yaaaaay for 20 something degree weather. yaaaay for schools and jobs and everything else being closed tomorrow. yaaaay for the phone call from russ. yaaaay for electric blankets. boooooo on being alone.

love, posey

the satisfaction.

i miss tom. there i said it.
haven't heard from him in weeks.
the ex moved on.

being stuck inside my house is no fun.
i wish this ice storm would end already.
it snowed in austin today.

if it snows in san antonio it will be the first time since 1985. that means it has not snowed in san antonio in over 22 years. crazy.

i have pictures of me in the snow from 1985. i was 8 years old. awww.

all my patio furniture is covered in ice. sweet.
a little black cat keeps meowing on my door. i want to let it in but i don't even know where it came from. i feel bad. if my loft wasn't all carpet things might be different.

i'm lonely.

NO.

Jan. 15th, 2007 | 02:47 pm
mood: coldcold
F.Y.I. - San Antonio, Texas = Freezing. I hope it snows. (Psssh, Yeah Right!)
They said it might snow but I'll believe it when I see it. I love my new laptop.
New Picture of me

in the nude for love.

location: parents
mood: content
music: moonriver - audrey hepburn

the weather is miserable yet beautiful. my hands are cold but my face is warm. i am listening to audrey hepburn's version of moon river. very comforting. spent most of the afternoon  messaging with vincent valdez. haven't talked to him in awhile. he sent me a message saying he liked my hair in my new myspace pic. awww. ha. i finally bought a new laptop. dvd burner. hell yes! this is all for now. must tend to business. rosie.