lots.

Mar. 25th, 2007 | 07:24 pm

spring break has come to an end. the week brought death. sad. my father's best friend lost his daughther in an automobile accident. it was the one all over the news with the 16 year old on spring break. such sad news. her name was parisa biglari. then in the same week we lost a remarkable little girl. she was only 7 years old. i had never met her but my sister has shed so many tears for her. my sister was her 2nd grade teacher. the little girl's name was julianna and she died of lieukimia. there is a great story in the metro section today about her. my sister talks a lot about her in it. my cousin elena in italy has been diagnosed with breast cancer. she is young. she has the bad kind of cancer, not the good kind. she already has ordered her wigs and started her chemotherapy. so sad. yesterday i got a ticket while driving joey's suv. the cop stopped me for following to closely the car in front of me. what a bullshit ticket. seriously. my dad is almost over with his chemo treatment. he has become extremely forgetful as of late. it scares me. my mum has her mammogram tomorrow to make sure the cancer has not came back. cross fingers and toes for her. this is all. sorry so depressing. love, rosie

i.give.up.

tues. and wed. night i went out. met up with dave tues. night at bar america. en route home at 2:00 in the morning the damn battery died so i was stranded on wetmore rd. thanks to robbie for coming to my rescue around 3:00 a.m. last night met up with sara at the mix. woah! talk about dead. dead. dead. we ventured next door to joey's. not an adventurous night but not a bad one either. as for men and relationships and meeting someone special. i'm giving up. must concentrate on school and gym.

rosie....

le' end just could be le' beginning.

Mar. 19th, 2007 | 03:08 pm
heard from ryan. miserable at excuses. good at being a sorry excuse. why bother? i like people who like me back and want to spend time with me. excuse me for trying. waste of time. waste of time.

last night had bar drinking, hardcore music time with joey, mark, van, brad, and dave. good times. too much shiner bock. i'm still in limbo about the new camel no. 9 cigarettes. i don't know if i like them or not just yet. hmmmmm.

have serious crampage today. oh the pain. have lots of homework to do this whole week.
(did i mention i am on spring break this whole week!)

tomorrow is job hunting day. i have a job. i just want a new one with less hours. less stress. less responsibility. i can hear dr. phil in the background.

p.s. this morning i joined bally's. gentlemen start your engines. let the weight dropping begin.

mighty.

Mar. 18th, 2007 | 05:15 pm

so no word from ryan yet (gracefully mumbling the word asshole.)
fucking guys are pieces of shits. not all. just the ones i have been meeting lately.
went on a small shopping spree this afternoon. hair products, new purse, new wallet, new perfume, new body spray.
i'm in the mood to do something. anything. just need a good cigarette and a good beer.
i have to admit. i love my new friends. the school friends. of course i love my old friends too.
this is all. i have purse changing to do.

depends.

Mar. 16th, 2007 | 05:19 pm
mood: confusedconfused

2 dollar lone star tall boys last night with dave. ran into john petersen whom i hadn't seen in forevereverever. mr. ryan d. campos was so upset with me for postponing plans with him until late late on in the night. he confuses me so much. i ended up giving in and going over afterall. stayed the night. woke up with enough time to go home and get ready for school.


school the past couple of days has been really fun. i can do roller sets, comb outs, finger waves (which i hate!) and today i my updo was chosen for second place. pretty cool being that it was the first time ever i had done an updo.

i guess this is all.

rose

oh well.

Mar. 14th, 2007 | 10:05 am
last night got to see vanessa, sara, and dave and drink stella artois. life is good.
ryan called wanting me to go over. i didn't go. i wanted to. didn't.
i didn't go to school today. i feel bad.

rose

intro

Mar. 12th, 2007 | 12:36 pm


last night ryan sent me a myspace message saying he wanted me to go over. he has not called me in over a week and out of the blue wants to see me again. men i fucking tell you. it pisses me off because i really liked him. i decided to not give into calling him, nor responding, nor going over. be strong rosie. hahaha. i'm craving something good for lunch. thinking of either pei wei or jason's deli. tomorrow after school i'm heading over to bally's to get a gym membership. my whole goal is to be able to wear a swimsuit in public this summer and not feel bad about my weight or hide swimsuit with boy-bermuda-down past my knees-shorts. i want to show off the goods for once dammit.


<3, rosie

cough.

Mar. 11th, 2007 | 02:40 pm
last night was just plain awful. baby sat the girls for my brother and the next thing i know it's ten p.m. and i have chills and feel completely nauseated and dizzy and just horrible. i put the girls in their room and fall asleep. i wake up at midnight curled over in pain. sick. it's like if i have a stomach virus and strep throat all mixed up together. i can't swallow. can't eat. nauseous. no voice. pounding headache. itchy throat. i was up from midnight until 6:00 a.m. i think by the time 6:00 a.m. rolled around i passed out due to exhaustion and/or dehydration. i do not feel any better today. at least this happened during my days off. hopefully by tuesday i am back to normal.

best week ever is fucking hilarious. austrailia's next top model has me hooked.

In the 07'.

life is good. been wanting to go out and do something but by the time it hits 11:00 p.m. i'm fast asleep.  i can't seem to keep my eyes open these days. work + school takes a toll. my brother had this austin city limits with spoon and the killers recorded. good stuff. i have school this morning also.  more pedicures to be learned. ewwww. i hate feet. tonight i want to do something. i won't make excuses. i will return calls.
i miss the outside world.

love, rosie

Lovey.

Mar. 7th, 2007 | 05:05 pm
mood: cynical

things with ryan fizzled. it wasn't me. it was him. i suppose we will be/remain friends.  eh.  ...



school is fun and hard all at the same time.  the only thing i did today was shadow a student on the floor and that was pretty boring. this whole week is just nails, manicure/pedicure, hand massages. pretty easy.

i'm so scared to start cutting hair. sometimes i think to myself, why didn't i just take the esthetician course?  all i really wanted to do was skin but then i think to myself that having a cosmetology license is waaaaay better and i'm pretty much set on a life long career in either hair or skin for the rest o' my life.  please let the hair part be worth it!

lovey, rose

pink.

Mar. 1st, 2007 | 04:41 pm

week so far:

mon/tues i worked until midnight.
after work on tues. i went to ryan's.
wed. started school. classmates all seem awesome.
wed. night head over to veronica guess's.
take her to pick up her car. drive her rent-a-car back for her.
in return she buys us drinks @ joey's for stella glorious stella.
we hug. say our goodbyes. went to ryan's.
had cuddlefest 2K7. i don't know if i like him yet or not.
today =  school.
school was eh. we did pin curl's on our mannequins all day.
right now. food. so hungry.

love, rosie