hmmm.

i'm sore and have a bad cough. woe is me.
had a yummy yummy for my tummy sorta lunch.
oh how i love you pasta salad with italian vinegarette.
got an email from russ. this made my day.
i thought he hated me. i guess not.
he lives with thee ol' ex-mike in california
russ is awesome. mike c. is a lame-o.
the red jetta just died on me and is parked across
the street @ the elementary school.
something landed on my foot and burned it and all this
smoke entered the car. wtf? i wonder if it's on fire
outside right now. i'm not going to let kristopher
get the best of me. that's a must! leonard cohen makes
me happy. ciao.

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uck the hangover cause mei-ling just made my day.

she asked me if i wanted to go on tour with her band in may. of course i said yes, i would get to see different cities and hang out with her and the girls and it would be awesome. tomorrow i am going to ask the attorney general if i can take a month off in may. even if it isn't paid this is something i definitely want to do.

she also wants me to go with her to europe from feb. 1st - feb 9th. the boys are playing europe for 7 weeks and she wants me to spend a week with them and then mei-ling wants me to go with her to amsterdam for a day or two so that sounds like fun.

the bill for the tour is sick of it all, most precious blood, and bleeding through. good music. will i get tired? hell no. mrs. mei-ling koller is lucky to be married to pete. she gets to travel everywhere. i need a rock-n-roll husband. hahaha. speaking of koller's, now i have to call lou and see if they have room on the bus for lil' ol me.

i just saw lou in florida last weekend and had so much fun at the show that i know i'd have an even better time knowing i'd be in europe hanging with him. i hope this works and happens.

i guess this is all. xoxoxo.

died a little death

i believe i am still legally drunk. *hiccup*.

working from home on a day i feel like total and complete shit is HEAVEN.

HIGHLIGHTS OF LAST NIGHT


* falling off the chair at la tuna in front of EVERYBODY.
* erich getting completely naked on a table to l.a. woman @ 007's.

* kristopher asking me out of the blue, hey did you sleep with ed?
* getting on top of the bar @ 007's and singing Journey's, Don't Stop Believin'.
* finally getting to hangout with erich,toby, blake and susan without a midget sighting.
* got random hangup's and figure it out's from scott and 747 on my voicemail.
* yanking ed from his jacket and cornering him so i could ask, what the fuck?
* too many people kept slapping and/or spanking my ass.
* spending quality time with gordon in his truck just talking.
* susan actually wanting to go to a tittie bar.
* calling kris numerous times and leaving drunken messages.
* everyone wearing my plaidhatter hat.
* shots of jager,kamikaze's,gator bites, and orgasms. *ick*
* tecate's ... yum....
* dancing to lots o' duran duran
* getting my old bartending job back. *schweet*

TUNA TUNA TUNA

yesterday after work i met up with susan, jeff, and vanessa @ la tuna. it was so cold. drinking a nice cold beer in nice cold weather is not my idea of fun. moving to another table near the fire and all the smoke blowing into your face ain't too fun either. i lasted @ la tuna from 4:30 until 8:00. i was very proud of myself but so fucking cold that it put me into a bad mood. boo. we ended up going to bar america so we could be *indoors* and that was much better. dave ended up joining us for a bit and that is always a pleasure. :). susan and i were dead tired and sleepy so we left around 10:30 and that was our night.

once home i put on some joy division and fell into a deep sleep. my ambulance ring on my cell phone woke me up @ 2:16. my dear kristopher called and woke me up. he was drunk and wanted me to go get him. did i? hell no, it was too damn cold and i was too damn comfortable. he called me back around 2:45 complaining about some party and invited me over again. i still declined. the only way i was going over was if he would come and get me but he wasn't to keen on that idea. i asked him to come over and stay with me but he declined that too. oh well. i turned my phone off and returned to my sleep glorious sleep.

communication breakdown

Dec. 5th, 2003 | 01:37 pm
another cold front in good ol' san antonio. texas weather is retarded. i want coffee very badly right now. the coffee at the attorney general sucks ass so i ain't even going to go there. why aren't there any starbuck's on this ghetto part of town? bastards! closest ones: rivercenter mall and the one on the riverwalk. thanks but no thanks. another month has passed us by and once again first friday is here. holla! i want to go but not if it's going to be freezing. i'm trying to talk my sister and brother into hitting that shit up with me but i fear they will bail out. bah! any other plans? anybody know of anything? once again my cell phone has decided to hate me. i swear to god me and my cell phone have a love/hate relationship. *sings misfits, there's some kinda love and there's some kinda hate, the maggots in the eye of love, won't copulate and it's a whoa oh oh oh oh* i hate my cellular phone with a passion. you can still call and leave me messages but for some fucked up reason my sim card is defective and is now disabled which means i can't call out or even go to my phonebook and get anybody's number. it's not at&t's fault though. it's those rat bastard's fault at the place where i got my phone. so during lunch i gotta go and shove a boot up someone's ass and hopefully walk out with a working phone. this will be fun. kris called me twice last night but i didn't pick up. well how the fuck could i? grrrrr. i guess this is all. work is calling. xoxoxo.

BASKET.BALL

Dec. 4th, 2003 | 01:37 pm
what the fuck is up with the goddamn spurs? ugh, so close yet we lost the game. it's fucking embarassing. they need to get their head out of their asses and start playing some real basketball. grrrrrr.

last night was fun. susan and i met up at la tuna for a beer. ran into scott, gordon, and 747 so we talked them into watching the game with us @ joey's. fun times. lot's o' beer and lot's o' chips and salsa. everyone seemed bummed that the spurs lost because we were so close to winning. bah!

afterwards, we decided to make it another 80's night at the beach. totally dragged susan out even though it was passed her curfew. lol. fun times there until i got into a heated discussion with gordon about kris. so wouldn't you know while i'm defending thee ol' ex's honor my cell phone rings and it's him. i went over. i jumped up and down like a damn 5 year old cause i was so excited to see him. i knew he'd miss me. hahahaha.

i guess this is really it for now....
i'll be in court all day for work so i won't be returning emails or posts. i gotta go save the world one dead beat dad @ a time. xoxoxo.

anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photo booth

Dec. 3rd, 2003 | 05:16 pm
orlando, florida


got to see my lou koller !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm.

spent most of the evening talking to, of all people, ed. nessersrocks next time i see you, which will be friday since we are both in detox, feel free to hit me for being a schmuck and talking to him. mike and i are friends again. we missed eachother i guess. this is the longest we had ever gone without talking to eachother.

i asked him if he had a good reason for just completely cutting me out of his life. i got this :

I never said I had a good reason. I dont know Rose ive been thinking about a lot of things lately and one thing I do regret is the way I treated you especially when you were out here last.


WHATEVER ..... i'm going to bed. i wake up in 3 hours to go to work. grrrrrrrrr. night all.
I'm feelin' kinda : restless
I'm listenin' to : the faint

no subject. no no no.

Sep. 5th, 2003 | 02:41 pm
what the fuck am i doing up at this hour? oh that's right, i just got home from robbie's. sleep sounds soooo good right now. and that is what i shall do. buh-bye

tomorrow i'm only working half a day and even though i'm fucken exhausted and haven't really had a full night's rest since tues. night. here i sit and still type. tonight went to robbie's. i dunno what to think. our phone calls have turned into daily calls consisting of 3 or 4 times per day. us seeing eachother once every 2 weeks has turned into us seeing eachother about 3 times a week. i don't understand why i can't just meet anyone new. i'm still irked that when we were dating he dumped me for that chick roberta but today he said, how could i have dumped you when you had a boyfriend at the time. oops! then that's my fault. we watched, empire strikes back. i have 2 star wars down and 3 to go. woohoo. afterwards i made myself comfortable and got under the covers and watched him fiddle around on ebay most of the night. silly conversations were had. do i like him? well yeah a little. does he like me in that way? who knows? we already did the whole dating thing before. when he's not looking i smile and laugh and think, awwww we used to make out. hahaha. tomorrow night we are hanging out and doing the whole first friday thing. this dude adam turned fatal on me and has called me non-stop thru out the day. cuckoo. i hope i run into ed tomorrow. he's a cutie!
and yes vanessa,WE are still doing First Friday together. I think we can lose Robbie for a bit and have some fun on our own. How bad is that???? I am officialy hanging up my spurs and going to bed. Ciao~

rain.

last night after the rain let up. i met the girls out at la tuna for some beers. fun times. i enjoy my girls company. nothing better than wiping off your seat full of rain to sit down and have a nice cold beer and smell the rain. i only stayed a bit then went to robbie's. we watched, *drumroll*, Star Wars. Impressive, Most Impressive. Afterwards we just watched video's. It started raining out in his area and I was extremely tired so I ended up leaving around 3:00 a.m. or so. What's in store for today is cleaning. My room is such a mess. I hate mess! Tonight I'm going to a party. Hopefully that'll be fun. I didn't rest all weekend and that pisses me off. Maybe I can throw in some nap time before the party. Eh, I should start cleaning ... xoxo.
I'm feelin' kinda : lazy