tiptoe thru the tulips with me.

i just heard my voice mail and had one from kristopher calling me, "his little tulip..."
i am tired of men. i am tired of shitty two-faced men that pretend to not like you but really, really, really truly and genuinely do. i am tired of a lot of things these days. i miss my mum. she comes back from italy on thursday. i think it is good to be an adult and to still miss your parents. it reminds me that i came from somewhere ... somewhere good ....

happy monday! <3, rose

And what...

just here killing time as usual. week has been busy and fun. monday was daniela's birthday. had dinner at her house with her family and ate the best carrot cake ever. we then headed out to the beach for $1 night. vanessa met us out there. kristopher showed up soon after also. we were all mistaken for lesbians, wait thats wrong because daniela is a lesbian so van & i were mistaken. vanessa was the one getting free drinks from the girl sitting on the other side of the bar. so.much.fun.

tuesday night was the big birthday party celebration. the usuals showed up at bar america and it was pretty fun and just chill and really really really mellow and fun. very simple and very nice.

wednesday van and i headed out to bar america just to get out our houses and talk no business grammy talk. kristopher joined us soon after and another good night was in store.

tonight i promised my baby pia we would watch corpse bride so no going out for me.

xoxo, rose

like ass.

Jan. 24th, 2006 | 11:07 am
mood: nauseatedhungover
at work. completely hungover. 2 pukefest trips to the restroom later and i still feel like crap. must find way to be sent home early. i will grovel, beg, suck up, kiss ass, JUST LET ME GO HOME!!!!

clearly i must have been completely drunk last night because i was caught dancing to debarge's, rhythm of the night. sooooo gooooood! did the whole grackle munday thing last night sans the wiggle room. (i.am.so.hungover.and.sick.it.hurts.my.brain.hurts.)- sorry just had to put that in there

argued with my unsuper ex-boyfriend kristopher last night. cops were called. cops talked to both us. no reports were filed. and of course this all happened at blue star. people don't change, we change. .. .

drove home to an empty house. boyfriend was out. stormy bear was out. kristopher & i texted for awhile then he called and we talked for an hour about everything. i know this man more than he knows himself. i know him inside and out. it's scary when you know someone so complete like that. i feel guilty like if i should only know my boyfriend that way. boyfriend got home soon after and he gave me the privacy to remain on the phone and sort the old shite out. I HAVE THE GREATEST BOYFRIEND EVER!

anyway, back to work, god i feel awful. .. .. . happy tuesday guys ....

woot.

the weekend! geezus, the weekend! friday was all about the current’s 20th anniversary blue star gallery night. free food + free wine = a little rosie very happy. mooched off as much alcohol and food that i could then headed down to bar america. met up with sam and his friend absara. that woman has got to be the most awesome chick i have ever met in my life. she is this short, cute, little indian woman, lesbian, smart = the whole package. too bad i don't go that way cause i would have been in love. she was in town on business from new york and she was just this burst of positive energy. totally cool. not only was i impressed by this woman but daniela, russell, and kristopher soon followed.

saturday was total sit on your ass and do absolutely nothing day. daniela and sam came over mid-afternoon and we all just hung out drinking and watching movies all day. how many times can you forward napolean dynamite and just watch his dance sequence? hmmmmm about 8 thousand. kristopher ended up texting around ten. then he texted sam. then daniela. geezus! we all decided to meet up at b.a. that was very short-lived for me. i lasted a good 15 minutes and could not keep my eyes open any longer so i went home and slept.

yesterday involved watching spurs game with boyfriend (whom is a poor sickly flu-bug person right now.) then as usual he went to work. who has been working 6-day weeks lately? HIM. boo. ended up @ daniela's last night for guilty pleasure sunday t.v. and her being an awesome friend and letting me do laundry there. yesterday weather horrible. today weather sunny, so sunny.

the highlight.

not much to report. i bought one curtain at goodwill for 99 cents then i went home and made it into TWO curtains and now my heart and living room are full.

(no subject)

mood: sleepy

this morning i worked. boo. then i had lunch time malt house goodness with vannessa (biotherm vannessa.)
last night was quite interesting and amusing all rolled into a night. dave came over to watch the fairly early spurs game with me in which the spurs won. van ended up swinging by. we then headed to cibal's for martinis and beers. it was closing time at cibal and we were the only table in there so they kept us longer than intended then got tired and kicked us out. headed to the mix. (on the drive there dave almost wrecked into me!) had a very drunky mc drunkster dave on my hands. was super excited to see that sean castillo was playing. hadn't heard GOOD traditional rockabilly in awhile. van got hit on the ass by a honey bun sean threw. hilarious. we then headed next door for drunken mess, no fun, no laugh, rolling eyes type of atmosphere. drunk = my friends and boy were they. gotta go. love, rose

10.

Jun. 26th, 2005 | 08:19 pm
mood: lovely
music: national geographic channel (t.v.)
ten things I enjoy:
1. reading a good book
2. taking hot showers
3. black olives
4. folding laundry just out of the dryer (ooooh warm!)
5. having a full tank of gas
6. taking pictures
7. my boyfriend's company
8. being a momma to our pets
9. those arizona iced teas
10.hbo on demand :)

<3, rose

very unnecessary

dear rose,
you must fully be aware that lou koller has set you on every ignore list known to mankind. nothing feels better than being ignored on such a pleasant mostly cloudy day. (in all actuality, i have no idea if i am really being ignored, it just feels like it.) despite all the over analyzing and fictious scenarios i have came up with in my head. i hold tight to my chair and realise that if he hasn't called by now, he just ain't ever going to call. note to rose: stop thinking about him. wench! i could add that i lost one of the great men of my life but in all seriousness, was he really that great? yes.no.yes.no.no.

in other non-related, less ill-fated news:

my birds have turned into devil birds and want out of their cage immediately. lola proceeds to terrorize the cage and shake it and make such devlish noise that it is driving me insane. i need a cat to terrorize them just as they terrorize me.

tom has been working double's non-stop. he is never home (which probably has lead to my downfall on dwelling too much on the past.) i wish he was home more. i need some actual boyfriend time.

and in other late great breaking news: enchilada suizas from rosario's sound so good right now.

happy thursday!!!

do it for the smidge.

Mar. 12th, 2005 | 10:43 am
mood: not fed
tonight is the start of smidgey's two-week long birthday celebration.
davenport tonight. anyone feel like going just to make a small appearance?
then going somewhere CHEAP. .. . .

the sun. the moon.

May. 10th, 2005 | 01:52 pm
mood: i'd rather be sleeping
refreshed but still a mess.
dave came over last night.
cruised to whataburger. caught up on the latest celebrity gossip.
headed out to tequila island @ midnite with the roy.
i like getting late starts. ran into just about everybody.
st. pat stole roy away from me for conversation.
girls kept going up to roy and asking if he was australian.
i think they were referring to his accent but he ain't no aussie.
ran into my man from amsterdam. oh and radge was in full effect.
twas fun.

anyone going out to see the spurs game tonite?