celebratory.

Jun. 15th, 2006 | 09:15 am
in five and a half months i will be a resident of nevada.

in one month i will be in las vegas. july 17-23

in ten hours i am having dinner with my sister and nephews @ rainforest cafe on the river walk.

in 40 minutes i clock into work.

in 15 minutes i cook something for breakfast to tidy me over til' dinner

now i log out and go shower.

ape.ape.ape.

location: parents house
mood: bored
music: hot club of cowtown

dear weekend,
you were quite pleasant to me.
i heart you for this immensely.
love, rose

weekend was nice, v. hot but nice. friday i could hardly find anybody that wanted to do anything so headed out to meet up with vince, toby, and erich. vince is leaving us for colorado next month. good for him. swell time. called it a night early.

saturday was all about the spurs first finals game. i suck at directions and locations so dave was pretty pissed about this. brad brought us all lunch from johnny rocket's. once home i couldn't keep my eyes open (not even for the spurs game so i left the guys and took a nappy nap.) next thing i know a VERY drunk jamesy pie is jumping on my bed smelling like nothing but alcohol. geezus. spent most of the evening in bed not feeling well while dave played around on the comp and just kept me company. i heart my friends so.

as for sunday, today. i'm here at my parents house half way across town. i have no idea why mum calls me and gives me this big guilt trip on now i need to come over often and blah blah blah and now i am here and she is asleep. what! annoying.

this is all i got for now. happy sunday. love, rose

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mood: giddy

magicwaffles and i hung out last night. got a late start. drank big beers and listened to not one good song. the kristopher graced us with his moley presence. dave, should never give out directions again. tonight is first friday. free wine + art walk. indeed i will take myself to my old home.

yes and no and yes

mood: sleepy

project runway marathon! yes! my afternoon is complete!

my sister and brothers are all on their way to new mexico for spring break.
they all left @ 4:00 a.m. driving. boo. why didn't i get the invite?

last night kristopher and i met up with van and brad @ bar america.
that was fun for a while then cock punches happened then it was fun again.
left a little after van and brad and just came home.

tried sleeping. take 1. phone starts ringing. riiiiiiing. john laws.
tried sleeping. take 2. phone starts ringing. riiiiiiing. kristopher.

i feel so awfully tired. i wanted to spend the day with mum and dad but i think i'll go visit them tomorrow in the day.

i have nothing else really to say. xoxo, rose

The Details...

Feb. 23rd, 2006 | 12:39 am
mood: cheerfulcheerful


i really hate the melissa and the lou right now. i know i shouldn't hate people but geezlaweez this has gotten insane. so insane that i know for a fact i will never talk to lou again. at least can i say i was the only adult in this whole situation. i am kind of glad that they are both out of my life now. lou didn't stick up for me once. heart crushing. that melissa is wicked. she wrote me this huge e-mail that was the cry of a very desperate female clinging on to her no good fiancee loser. better her than me.

other interesting news. i am giddy these days thanks to mr. john laws. it's funny how myspace can reunite you with an old friend, old lover, old ex-boyfriend for that matter. he lives in iowa now so that's the super suck of everything. we used to be together about 6 years ago here in san antonio. he works for the railroad so lives out there now. though he did put in a transfer back to san antonio in june. yaaaaay. we talk on the phone everyday. i got an invite to des moines for march 19,20, and 21 but des moines doesn't really sound too appealing for me. he will be here for a week in april. i'm excited about the possibilty of there being possibilties. i adored him once. could i do it again?

spent the day with dave. going to jive and picking up china latina for dinner. watching american idol and going to bar america for lone stars. life is completely good. still living with ex-boyfriend. we are friends. he should be moving out soon. i'll be sad but i can't wait to start my new life.

i'm sleepy. goodnight. love, rosie

tiptoe thru the tulips with me.

i just heard my voice mail and had one from kristopher calling me, "his little tulip..."
i am tired of men. i am tired of shitty two-faced men that pretend to not like you but really, really, really truly and genuinely do. i am tired of a lot of things these days. i miss my mum. she comes back from italy on thursday. i think it is good to be an adult and to still miss your parents. it reminds me that i came from somewhere ... somewhere good ....

happy monday! <3, rose

And what...

just here killing time as usual. week has been busy and fun. monday was daniela's birthday. had dinner at her house with her family and ate the best carrot cake ever. we then headed out to the beach for $1 night. vanessa met us out there. kristopher showed up soon after also. we were all mistaken for lesbians, wait thats wrong because daniela is a lesbian so van & i were mistaken. vanessa was the one getting free drinks from the girl sitting on the other side of the bar. so.much.fun.

tuesday night was the big birthday party celebration. the usuals showed up at bar america and it was pretty fun and just chill and really really really mellow and fun. very simple and very nice.

wednesday van and i headed out to bar america just to get out our houses and talk no business grammy talk. kristopher joined us soon after and another good night was in store.

tonight i promised my baby pia we would watch corpse bride so no going out for me.

xoxo, rose

like ass.

Jan. 24th, 2006 | 11:07 am
mood: nauseatedhungover
at work. completely hungover. 2 pukefest trips to the restroom later and i still feel like crap. must find way to be sent home early. i will grovel, beg, suck up, kiss ass, JUST LET ME GO HOME!!!!

clearly i must have been completely drunk last night because i was caught dancing to debarge's, rhythm of the night. sooooo gooooood! did the whole grackle munday thing last night sans the wiggle room. (i.am.so.hungover.and.sick.it.hurts.my.brain.hurts.)- sorry just had to put that in there

argued with my unsuper ex-boyfriend kristopher last night. cops were called. cops talked to both us. no reports were filed. and of course this all happened at blue star. people don't change, we change. .. .

drove home to an empty house. boyfriend was out. stormy bear was out. kristopher & i texted for awhile then he called and we talked for an hour about everything. i know this man more than he knows himself. i know him inside and out. it's scary when you know someone so complete like that. i feel guilty like if i should only know my boyfriend that way. boyfriend got home soon after and he gave me the privacy to remain on the phone and sort the old shite out. I HAVE THE GREATEST BOYFRIEND EVER!

anyway, back to work, god i feel awful. .. .. . happy tuesday guys ....

woot.

the weekend! geezus, the weekend! friday was all about the current’s 20th anniversary blue star gallery night. free food + free wine = a little rosie very happy. mooched off as much alcohol and food that i could then headed down to bar america. met up with sam and his friend absara. that woman has got to be the most awesome chick i have ever met in my life. she is this short, cute, little indian woman, lesbian, smart = the whole package. too bad i don't go that way cause i would have been in love. she was in town on business from new york and she was just this burst of positive energy. totally cool. not only was i impressed by this woman but daniela, russell, and kristopher soon followed.

saturday was total sit on your ass and do absolutely nothing day. daniela and sam came over mid-afternoon and we all just hung out drinking and watching movies all day. how many times can you forward napolean dynamite and just watch his dance sequence? hmmmmm about 8 thousand. kristopher ended up texting around ten. then he texted sam. then daniela. geezus! we all decided to meet up at b.a. that was very short-lived for me. i lasted a good 15 minutes and could not keep my eyes open any longer so i went home and slept.

yesterday involved watching spurs game with boyfriend (whom is a poor sickly flu-bug person right now.) then as usual he went to work. who has been working 6-day weeks lately? HIM. boo. ended up @ daniela's last night for guilty pleasure sunday t.v. and her being an awesome friend and letting me do laundry there. yesterday weather horrible. today weather sunny, so sunny.

the highlight.

not much to report. i bought one curtain at goodwill for 99 cents then i went home and made it into TWO curtains and now my heart and living room are full.