in the rye

i just heard from lou. he's on the road again and now on his way to pittsburgh. he told me something very odd.

exact words were: i'm in a truck stop men's room right now. i enjoy calling you from here. = what's wrong with this picture?

in other news i feel like reading, catcher in the rye

'Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.'
~ J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye.

Yours Truly.

i just caught lou koller in the biggest lie of all lies.

i'm not mad at all cause it wasn't anything bad but the fact is he LIED.

i'm enjoying all the calls right now with him apologizing though. ha!

non deux

Dec. 29th, 2003 | 01:37 pm
i have talked to two males seperately and both had mullets. awesome. i should cut my hair and get like a mini mullet or something. i'd so fucking rock. seriously!!!!!

work is dragging and indeed i do have a case of the mondays. i'm going through the website here at work checking holidays and leave it to texas to have all these damn days off. look for yourself, STATE HOLIDAYS

i swear to god, everytime i write about lou in my live journal all of a sudden he calls me or text messages me. weird. i think he's not a singer in a band... he's a spy... i'm still not going to bring up europe though. the guys are on their way to d.c. right now.... we have text messaged back and forth for the past 45 minutes. my fingers hurt cause my phone is so tiny.

i really don't have anything else to write.. it's lunch time and i am working through it. i need the hours. i just want to thank whoever just microwaved tamales in the breakroom, now the whole fucking building smells like one big giant tamale.

non.

Dec. 29th, 2003 | 01:37 pm
after meetings from hell this morning i have finally stepped foot into my office. i noticed my stiff little fingers pin was missing off of my jacket i leave here @ work. wtf? who stole my shit?

last night was simple. drunk ass blake called me about 13 times. insane singing messages were left on thee ol' voicemail. russ and i have been talking a lot. we got this phone pattern down. hours of conversation make me actually miss california.

i am thinking about flying out there for a weekend so we can hang out .....

mei-ling is still on my ass about going to europe in february. sounds great but looking at the big picture i can't see how i could afford it. she's been on my ass about calling lou and seeing if there is room on the tour bus. i know sick of it all and most precious blood usually share a bus but i just don't feel like calling lou and asking him. i think it's stupid. why can't mei-ling just ask pete? all i know is i am not calling lou and asking. grrrrrr.

tonight dinner with vanessa. afterwards i'm going to my brother's house to watch his iron maiden dvd he got for christmas. big screen t.v., high definition, surround sound. oh hell yes!

no plans for afterwards...
alan comes into town tonight. weeeeeee.

work must be done now. xoxoxo.

xmasssss

i drank too damn much. grrrrr. i like my life when it's plain and simple. i am beginning to realize i am done with partying on the weekends. i prefer weekdays so much better.

last night was good though. dramatic, but good. i started the night @ fatso's with toby and vince. i can't believe how many redskin fans there are in san antonio. wtf?

i ditched fatso's quicker than anyone could say the word, abracadabra and headed over to susan's. talked her into going to bar america cause it was going to be a fun night..

dude, i was sooooo wrong. the night was stupid and obnoxious and susan's ex-boyfriend vince decided to be a real asshole with everybody.

we had a good crowd last night. i ran into fucking mike from the bop kings. where the shit has he been hiding?

i got to see dave, van, and robbie , brooke and her boyfriend.. weeeeeeee.

kris and i were very civil to eachother and i was so proud of him. ha! when everyone walked in and saw us sitting together i could see everyone's faces get that puzzled looked. hahahaha!

4:00 a.m. phone calls from russ are beginning to really rock my socks.

i'm going to watch pirates of the carribean for a bit now.

xoxoxo.

and <3 to van and dave  for the christmas gifts. i <3 you both.

fug.

thanks senor nacho for keeping me company most of the day. i feel we have finally bonded. road and nacho best friends forever......

747 just called wanting to make plans tonight. i need to stop hanging out with kris's best friends. it just sucks that their awesome guys... :(

tonight i promised robbie we would hang out. i feel like if i haven't seen him in ages. wtf? dollar lone star @ bar america sounds like the plan for tonight......

who's meeting us up for drinks?

well, my christmas eve was dull. most of my family lives in italy so therefore there is no huge family gathering. my father's sisters and brother live here in san antonio as well but he might have just been an only child just due to the fact that he doesn't acknowledge them nor has he ever. i feel bad though. they all moved here to be next to him but he doesn't give a shit.

by 9:00 a.m. yesterday i was so sick and tired of my mother that i decided to exclude myself from all christmas festivities that involved her. i spent my christmas eve in bed alone watching the remainder of my season 1 alias dvd. i was asleep by 10:00 p.m.

sorry for not returning anyone's calls. i was in a funk and still am.

this morning i went to have breakfast alone then went to church. i lit a candle for my aunt in italy. i just found out she has stomach cancer and there is nothing they can do cause it's already spread. i feel bad for her.

other than all, i wish ya'll a merry christmas... :)
have a good one...... xoxo.

Le' Beachy Keen

Of all the songs that could be stuck in my head on this gorgeous Thursday morning, I have Tatu's, Not Gonna Get Us. How f'ing annoying is that? ? ?

I had a rather sad and uninteresting night.
Erich and I grabbed a bite to eat then went to The Beach.
Toby and Susan met us out there. Had a grand ol' time until
Motivational Speaker Kristopher ended up walking in.
I couldn't take it so we all left and went to 007's.

Spurs Won. Oh hell yes!
Talk about Spurs Party being in effect @ 007's.
Hilarious Night with too many Hilarious Drunken People.

Today I get to spend some quality time with [info]nessersrocks.
I can pick you @ 4:30 from work. Is that fine?
I won't be able to leave the office till about 4:15.

the beach.

this day is stupid. i'm ready to go home and go to sleep. is it 4:30 yet?

last night i had a blast. too much fun was had. it should be a crime. i ended up meeting erich out at the beach. spent way too much money on the jukebox therefore it was an 80's night. played our house by madness about 800 times. i love that song. susan and toby got there later on in the evening and we all watched the spurs game together. fun. fun. fun.



ran into kristopher's boys. they had all heard about the fight/squabble kris and i had gotten into last week. news travels fast in these neck of the woods. hilarious!
everyone ended up going home early so i decided to go with gordon and 747 to la tuna for a beer. boring. we then headed to 007 to see what was going on out there.
they had the upstairs closed due to a private party (lone star cafe's x-mas party).
of course we snuck in and hit that shit up. so much food was had. mmmmm tamales! the entertainment for the night was karaoke. oh hell yeah! of course i had to do some songs. i think the people in the crowd were like, who the hell is this girl? she doesn't work at lone star. hahahahahaha. gordon even sang a song. 747 and i were on the dance floor most of the night. it was insane.



let it be known that:
crashing christmas parties = one fucking fantastic night

No Fucking Subject

Dec. 11th, 2003 | 01:37 pm
lemme just state this for the record: having the flu sucks ass.
i can handle coughing, sneezing, being nauseated, and having a headache. the one thing that is really killing me is the muscle aches. holy bah-geezus i fucking hurt.

thanks to carol for never coming over yesterday and taking care of her best friend. you suck! after a 10 year friendship i would think i deserved better. lol. you still suck. :P

temp. is back to 102. and i feel horrible. last night i was worse. thank god for text messages from lou. he makes me smile. thanks coralene for the text message last night also. i adore ya. :)

time to go back to bed and rest. xoxoxoxo.