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zero motivation. 11 hour workday. someone shoot me.

last night was fun. met up with susan @ la tuna for cold beers and one warm fire. le boyfriend kristopher was there. he decided to sit right across from me so we could make silly faces and piss eachother off. he left me silly messages on my voicemail. one was a nice message where he complimented my haircut and haircolor. awwww,the boy notices.

susan and i ended up leaving @ 9:00. picked up some wendy's. (where i got nessersrocks the biggest BIGGIE frosty EVER. and us 3 girls watched, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy. Vince Neil on Queer Eye, CREEPY. Kyle Minogue helping out with the Hip Tips, AWESOME.

All of us girls went our seperate ways right after the show. I headed over to feed my piggy. (went to kristopher's with food). he was watching, young guns, and couldn't be bothered. i kept being a dork and everytime i saw emilio estevez i would turn into night @ the roxbury mode and would say out loud, emilio estevez, the mighty duck man, EMILIO !!!!!. kris was pissed. i mean PISSED. after the movie we ended up drinking tea and doing crosswords. in the middle of finding the last word which was, invitation. i just gave up and used kristopher's stomach as a pillow and dozed of.

dinamartini, did you get my message last night? call me. sorry about kris being all loud and obnoxious up in the message. call me!!!!

Feb. 22nd, 2004 | 10:40 am
am already dreading tomorrow and my eleven hour work schedule. it sucks balls.
the weekend was great. i got to see lori and veronica guess.
ya'll are insane. i <3 you guys. they also got to meet kristopher which was awesome.
i was beginning to wonder if they thought he was just this fictious person i made up.
he's just very anti-social and thanks to his drunkness he got to meet my friends for once.

sorry lori for my drunken driving skills friday night. hahaha. i have never made anyone car sick with my driving so that was a first. funny thing is, we should have put kris in the back. how many times did he try getting out of the truck when it was in motion?
vanessa, i just got your message. i was on the phone with lou long distance that's why i didn't pick up. lou's doing good. europe usually does him good. i miss him.
we had one of those long talks and it was nice. we have these talks about twice a year were we just laugh about the past and all the shit we've been through over the past 6 years.
we finally discussed something that should have been discussed years ago and it was nice.
he's in talks with his booking agent about coming to texas. (which he thinks wouldn't be till around may.) i know i just saw him in florida but it seems like forever. lou is the lead singer of sick of it all so if they come to a city near, don't miss out on this. amazing.

kris called twice when i was on the phone with lou and i haven't called back.
i'll call him back later. i'm just not ready to let lou out of my mind just yet.

in other news i'm sleepy and i have a massive craving for apple juice.
(walks away from computer ..checks fridge..comes back with a tall glass of apple juice..)
now off to make some calls and sleep. sleep is good. old friends are good. life is good.

boys will be boys.

Feb. 9th, 2004 | 10:40 am
kristopher and i got into a quarrel last night.
do all guys fear relationship talk or what?
i mentioned to him that we should travel outside
of southtown boundaries once in awhile and he
looked shocked. him and i NEVER go out. if i go out
it's either with my best friends or his best friends
he never joins us. he is ALWAYS at fucking la tuna and
bar america and if he's not there then he's feeding his
ass at pig stand or liberty bar. NO EXCITEMENT.
i screamed a lot. he screamed a lot. finally we
went to bed. at about 2:30 in the a.m. i woke up,
got in my car, and came home. didn't say bye or nothing.
i'm still upset with him.

03:35 pm - what you want? baby i got it ....
just awoke from a nap. *yawn*.
i am so hungry. naps do that to you.
the house is a mess and i should start cleaning.
i am in lazy mode though. blah.
i started to panic earlier. what happens if
nobody comes tomorrow? *cries*
i miss kristopher right now and that
is very very very very odd.
carolxlee13 should come over and
keep her best friend company.
susan just called, she is coming over, AWESOME.
drinks with nessersrocks and
magicwaffles tonight at joey's. sweet.
baby pia will be making an appearance at the
party but will be leaving at 8:00 p.m.
i just thought i'd spread the word ..
i want her to play with the midgets ..har har!
Current Mood: cynical

run fast for your mother.

Jan. 28th, 2004 | 10:40 am
02:22 pm - fun @ the boy's house ....

today has been quite fun and relaxing. i got to spend some quality time with my girl carolxlee13. both her and her mother tried to convert me into a christian but that didn't happen. invited carol to go with me to kristopher's and she accepted the invite. once there, what turned into me trying to look for my phone, turned into me snooping wondering what i'd uncover.

things uncovered:
dirty debutantes 87' vhs
some weird book on how to please your partner.(?)
lubriderm lotion under LIVING ROOM sofa next to towel (hmmm)
pics of some womens boobs but not her face

never found my phone though. :(

susan ended up joining us @ kris's and we sat in his living room, smoked cigarette's, and just kinda laughed at where we all were. found old pictures of him and of course i had to take the silly ones.

here's one (its not too clear but oh well)

i still cannot find my f'ing phone. i swear to god the last time i used it was in his bed. damn it. where are you cell phone? kristopher should hopefully be back in town tonight. *crosses fingers*. i miss my phone.




Current Mood: mischievous

the life, not really.

last night was fun. i got a surprise call from kris's best friends scott and 747 saying they missed me. they invited me out and i accepted the invite. met up with them at the beach where they were watching the game. kris walked in. i told 747 i felt a little uncomfortable so him and i went to Beer Depot *best bar ever*. ran into an old high school friend that i hadn't seen in 10 years. exchanged numbers. promised to go out sometime. danced with numerous old men and old ladies (i am talking grandparent's ages here). gordon ended up meeting us out and that's always fun. roger got tired and bailed on us so gordon and i headed to mr. taco for well, tacos and karaoke. so much fun. i got stalked by this one girl named cherokee. very, very, weird. i had to tell her gordon was my hubby in order for her to leave me alone. she kept kissing my cheek. all very strange. karaoke man was excited to see us. ended up doing all the classics and rock the casbah and i fucking rocked. i made gordon do that elton john/lion king, can you feel the love tonight? bullshit. it was hilarious.

was home and in bed by 1:30 a.m. it rained. i got restless. phone rang. ended up staying the night at dear kristopher's --- don't ask.

and with all this said, ciao....

Bluest of the Stars

10:28 am - sleepy
slept a total of 2.5 hours last night.
because of this i am in an extremely crabby mood.
spent the night @ dear old kristopher's house.
tonight susan and i are going to the spurs game.
it should be an effing awesome game ....
must sleep before game though.

p.s. the weather is horrible outside.

<3, rose

boy oh boy

and finally i am home...

spent the night with the boy last night. fun times.
we had company by the name of eli cash. not so fun times.
kristopher was super drunk. he was being all loud and obnoxious and because of this we didn't go to bed until 5:00 a.m.

finally got my old phone back. thanks guys for all the messages. he did question me about all the area codes. hahaha. i am loving my new phone though. it's pretty.

tonight the swindles are playing at tacoland but i am just too exhausted to go. tonight will be a staying in night for me. must catch up on reading anyway.

i need sleep. adios.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: that *margaritaville* song in mah head

in the rye

i just heard from lou. he's on the road again and now on his way to pittsburgh. he told me something very odd.

exact words were: i'm in a truck stop men's room right now. i enjoy calling you from here. = what's wrong with this picture?

in other news i feel like reading, catcher in the rye

'Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.'
~ J.D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye.

Yours Truly.

i just caught lou koller in the biggest lie of all lies.

i'm not mad at all cause it wasn't anything bad but the fact is he LIED.

i'm enjoying all the calls right now with him apologizing though. ha!