texan and proud.

Nov. 20th, 2004 | 10:55 am
mood: apatheticapathetic
last night wasn't so pretty.

headed over to sanctuary to pick up kevin from 7 shot screamers. we then scooped up lori and headed to bar america to kill some time before the club opened. good conversation with damn good music.

headed back to club and got to spend time with the rest o' the boys. their show was good as usual. fat bottomed girls was the request of the night. i love the way they cover it. :)

vanessa and eva were in attendance. yaaaaaay.

walked out of the river city rebels show. fuck that band. no seriously, fuck that band. the singer made some remark about how they went to a border's book store here in san antonio and was shocked to see they had an actual reading section and that us texans knew how to read. then he made a couple of derogatory comments about texas women. that band can go suck a big fat dick and choke on it. i lost all respect for them......

mike, kevin, and chris all talked to me at seperate times and didn't want me to take it so seriously. i wasn't upset at them of course. i just wasn't in my normal happy-go-lucky self anymore.

i am very proud of being a texan. i really don't appreciate some fucking band stereotyping all us texans just because bush is from here. what a fucking waste of a real good band.

ended up leaving the venue. i had to leave cause as soon as they got off stage you know me. i would have cracked a couple of lone stars on someones head. told the screamer boys bye. told them to call me if they still needed a place to crash. (god bless matt shaw's heart for taking them in..) most of the guys seemed to understand and were cool with me leaving. mike seemed a bit angry about the whole thing. ( as in typical female going overboard)...

and that was my night.

quite the disappointment

tonight = the faint in austin with la la loritata.

dog days.

Nov. 14th, 2004 | 05:51 pm
mood: coldcold
music: your love - the outfield

due to illness and a child's birthday party i didn't get to see alan this weekend. i hope i can be forgiven for being such a sickly person. :(

went to some stores to pay some overdue bills and it's crazy seeing san antonio people in hats, coats, gloves, and scarves. i have to admit though today feels EXACTLY how a regular winter day would feel. grey skies, constant drizzling, 50 degrees, the scent of wood burning, various christmas decor everywhere you turn. unfortunately, this weather brings back not so nice memories for me and leaves me unfulfilled, grumpy, and a bit sad. winter and i have never gotten along.

muchos gracias go out to lori and joe chopper for coming out to pia's 5th birthday party last night. the trivial pursuit 90's version is a bit overrated. i also overheard someone in my family name us girls the breeding stock since it was a battle o' the sexes type of game. i have the most awesome family on the planet. all my sisters and brothers all married with children. so much love.
true fact about my family: nobody in my family has ever gotten a divorce (this fact has been checked years back and years present and no divorces anywhere)...of course leave it to me to be the first divorcee in the family right?

one month until the lou comes crashing back into my life and turning my world upside down. december 13th doesn't seem so far away anymore. i tried to talk myself out of going to the show just to save some heartache but it's like a bad accident waiting to happen. once it's in front of your face, you just have to stop everything your doing, pull over, and go take a look.

i need a drink. i need pumpkinhead ale (tis' the season). i need some beer to warm me up. drinks. drinks. who's up for them? <3, rose

octobre

Oct. 3rd, 2004 | 11:17 am
dear rain,
please stop.
love, rose

the house is a mess. last night's white trash party for john walker was pretty damn fun. got to see some old familiar faces and that's always a pleasure. did i mention the house is a mess? it's wrecked. i have never seen it this bad. ugh. thee ol' birthday boy is still sound asleep on the futon. fucker.

must shower. i feel like ass.

<3, rose

indeed it is.

Sep. 24th, 2004 | 11:19 am
i just realized that my new haircut is EXACTLY like owen wilson's in starsky and hutch. i find this very amusing.

no. not now.

Aug. 6th, 2004 | 12:25 pm
just got off the phone with kristopher. dammit. tonight he made me miss him. veronica guess is asleep on the futon. time to go cuddle with her. night all.

hung the fuck.

Jul. 27th, 2004 | 12:26 pm
dear tuesday,

i am so hungover. it's horrible.
i didn't go to bed until 6:30 in the morning.
ugh, i feel sick.

love, rosie

(no subject)

why the shit did arthur come knocking at my door at around 3:45 to the a.m.? i think he thought we would all be still partying. he left soon after. right after loritata. hmmmmmmm? hahahaha. JOKING.

last night was just one of those nights. veronicaguess and i decided not to take showers or even attempt to look presentable. we rock. we sat around, sang songs, got on the computer, saw a very important documentary, and planned our move back to orange county where we will live in the hawaiian gardens casino. dumb. we are going to invade that shit like what, what.

loritata and pwagebell did art in the hood. they came back and me and veegee were still slipping into madness. people showed up. sorry magicwaffles for being a major bitch-ass. slap me next time.

*thank you for being a friend...travelled down the road and back again....*

kristopher CALLED me at 4:00 a.m. in the morning. we talked. it took him two weeks to fucking call me. what took him so long? i told him i missed him. he said he knew. i was like i know you know. good conversation. a lot of things were said. he has my heart.

my parents and two brothers are here at my house and hovering over the comp so i am departing. asta.

the fourth

last night:

headed over to the ramp with angela frisina and veronica guess. ran into sean petersen and it's so weird seeing him without my love chris polansky. *cries*

hung out there for what seemed to be forever. heard some of the bands. we didn't stay to see white heat but adam and mark know we love them.

us girls made a quick stop to jack-in-the-crack then came home. veronica decided to strip. it was hott.
i got some crotch again. yeah.

we sat around and listened to music then watch half-baked.
i crashed out. my cell phone rang @ 4:30 in the a.m. disregarded it cause i needed sleep.

angela is still sleeping and me and veronica guess are up.

Me.

LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: myself
x. Saw you cry: i think it was lori in n.y.c.
x. Made you cry: kristopher i'm sure.
x. You shared a drink with: natalie and texas don
x. You went to the movies with: myself
x. You went to the mall with: i haven't been in one of those in awhile.
x. Yelled at you: my boss and kris (they yell at me constantly)
x. Sent you an email: russ
x. You kissed: silly question.

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? but of course.
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: no
x. Have you ever been to... New York? just got back fr. there.
x. Florida: yes
x. California: yes
x. Hawaii: no
x. Mexico: yes, a weekend each month with my tuna boys.
x. China: no
x. Canada: no
x. Chicago: yes
x. Danced naked: god no.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no i never remember what i dream about.
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: not once.
x. Had an imaginary friend: lou's pretty much imaginery.
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: someone who can make me laugh, that's all i care about.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: no.
x. What book are you reading now: strange pilrims by gabriel gracia-marquez
x. Worst feeling in the world: failure and cramps. (its a toss-up)
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: another day, another dolla.
x. Future daughter's name: none
x. Future son's name: none
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: does my neighbor count?
x. What's under your bed: old computer
x. Favorite sport to watch: fencing
x. Current Age: 26 turning 27 in 18 days.
x. Siblings: liz, john, jeff
x. Location: san antonio
x. College plans: been there done that
x. Piercings/tattoos: ears/ back and wrists.
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: good question.

STUFF
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: no.
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes.
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no
x. Want someone you don't have right now: no.
x. Are you lonely right now: no
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: no
x. Do you want to get married: no, i'm not one of those people.
x. Do you want kids: not at the moment.

FAVOURITE
x. Room in house: kitchen
x. Type(s) of music: old traditional rockabilly.
x. Color: pink
x. Perfume or cologne: omnia by bvlgari
x. Month: november
x. Stone: ruby


IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: No
x. Bought something: Beer
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: highly unlikely
x. Said "I Love You": yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: No
x. Met someone new: No
x. Moved on: No
x. Talked to someone: yes
x. Missed someone: i always miss lou.
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: yes
x. Fought with your parents: no

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: haven't done a single drug ever.
x. Do you drink: yes
x. Who is your best friend: my mom then the girls.
x. What are you most scared of: cartoon and comics
x. What clothes do you sleep in: t-shirt and pajammies.
x. Where do you want to get married: never thought of that.
x. Who do you really hate: at the moment nobody.
x. Been in Love: once
x. What type automobile do you drive: volkswagon jetta
x. Do you have a job: actually yeah
x. Do you like being around people: the people i love, yes.
x. Are you for world peace: big fan of it but do i see it happening, NO
x. Are you a health freak: ha. god no.

ex.

Jun. 27th, 2004 | 02:02 pm
this day officially sucks ass. my eye is bothering me more than usual. cries. i thought it was getting better.

fucking lou is all the way in fucking germany but still found a way to piss me off. how is this possible?

his girlfriend melissa has not only taken a fancy to my journal but also enjoys reading veronica guess's as well. it's truly hilarious if you ask me.

lou called me and asked, why was i so mad at him? he says, he is the one that should be mad. then took that back and said he wasn't mad. (not with me, just the melissa stalking situation)

i hung up on him. hung up the phone all crazy-like too. ya know when you are just about to put the phone back on the receiver and you start pounding the hell of it. yeah, thats the way i vent after shitty-bogus phonecalls.

i hope he stays in germany and never comes back.

i can't believe i used the word, BOGUS.

edit*** when sick of it all goes to your town fucking throw lou tomatoes.***