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mood: sleepy

this morning i worked. boo. then i had lunch time malt house goodness with vannessa (biotherm vannessa.)
last night was quite interesting and amusing all rolled into a night. dave came over to watch the fairly early spurs game with me in which the spurs won. van ended up swinging by. we then headed to cibal's for martinis and beers. it was closing time at cibal and we were the only table in there so they kept us longer than intended then got tired and kicked us out. headed to the mix. (on the drive there dave almost wrecked into me!) had a very drunky mc drunkster dave on my hands. was super excited to see that sean castillo was playing. hadn't heard GOOD traditional rockabilly in awhile. van got hit on the ass by a honey bun sean threw. hilarious. we then headed next door for drunken mess, no fun, no laugh, rolling eyes type of atmosphere. drunk = my friends and boy were they. gotta go. love, rose

10.

Jun. 26th, 2005 | 08:19 pm
mood: lovely
music: national geographic channel (t.v.)
ten things I enjoy:
1. reading a good book
2. taking hot showers
3. black olives
4. folding laundry just out of the dryer (ooooh warm!)
5. having a full tank of gas
6. taking pictures
7. my boyfriend's company
8. being a momma to our pets
9. those arizona iced teas
10.hbo on demand :)

<3, rose

very unnecessary

dear rose,
you must fully be aware that lou koller has set you on every ignore list known to mankind. nothing feels better than being ignored on such a pleasant mostly cloudy day. (in all actuality, i have no idea if i am really being ignored, it just feels like it.) despite all the over analyzing and fictious scenarios i have came up with in my head. i hold tight to my chair and realise that if he hasn't called by now, he just ain't ever going to call. note to rose: stop thinking about him. wench! i could add that i lost one of the great men of my life but in all seriousness, was he really that great? yes.no.yes.no.no.

in other non-related, less ill-fated news:

my birds have turned into devil birds and want out of their cage immediately. lola proceeds to terrorize the cage and shake it and make such devlish noise that it is driving me insane. i need a cat to terrorize them just as they terrorize me.

tom has been working double's non-stop. he is never home (which probably has lead to my downfall on dwelling too much on the past.) i wish he was home more. i need some actual boyfriend time.

and in other late great breaking news: enchilada suizas from rosario's sound so good right now.

happy thursday!!!

do it for the smidge.

Mar. 12th, 2005 | 10:43 am
mood: not fed
tonight is the start of smidgey's two-week long birthday celebration.
davenport tonight. anyone feel like going just to make a small appearance?
then going somewhere CHEAP. .. . .

the sun. the moon.

May. 10th, 2005 | 01:52 pm
mood: i'd rather be sleeping
refreshed but still a mess.
dave came over last night.
cruised to whataburger. caught up on the latest celebrity gossip.
headed out to tequila island @ midnite with the roy.
i like getting late starts. ran into just about everybody.
st. pat stole roy away from me for conversation.
girls kept going up to roy and asking if he was australian.
i think they were referring to his accent but he ain't no aussie.
ran into my man from amsterdam. oh and radge was in full effect.
twas fun.

anyone going out to see the spurs game tonite?

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mood: ready for my weekend
music: arcade fire

tom's asleep. i'm awake. i'm hungry. he's sleeping.
working thee ol' night shift is way fun. i love it.
tomorrow is king william fair and fiest flambeau parade. yaaaay.
then next day it's sunday brunch @ vince's house.

this.weekend.is.going.to.be.so.much.fun.

p.s. nessersrocks, if your not gonna head out anywhere tonight i'll prolly stay in also. hit me up on the text yo'.

hateration. holleration.

Mar. 5th, 2005 | 10:52 pm
mood: hateration. holleration.
.... la madeleine for lunch..... yummy.
what beats that? oh starting the night off @ 5:00 p.m. drinking liquor. with those two girls that names start with the letter d. i drank myself silly. it is eleven o' clock and i am home intoxicated. i can't even function properly. weeeeeee. the weather in san antonio is SHITE! the roads are slick. so slick that i actually saw a truck turned on it's side on 281 (right on top o' sam's burger joint). fire engines. ambulances. police. anyway, i am going to watch love me if you dare AGAIN because i just love love love love love love that movie. oh and so does [info]a_dub. :)

p.s. tom & i have been doing swell. so swell. so happy. so ridiculously good. so awesome. so intoxicating. even more intoxicating then the intoxication i feel inside of me right now. 3 more months and we FINALLY move out of this shit hole into the cadillac lofts. all it takes is patience. then you finally get it right. we did. i heart my chef. this much { ------------------------------ }

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mood: inspired
music: carol singing ike and tina

carolxlee13 and i had lunch @ rosario's this afternoon. mmmm enchilada suizas. the weather is beautiful outside. we parked deep in king william so we could enjoy the walk to and from the restaurant. i don't know if mentioned but tuesday night was a blast. i heart you ladies. brass in pocket. <3. spoke to that lou this afternoon. he is very unhappy right now. i can tell. then i got brave and just asked him and he admitted he was unhappy. he seemed disappointed that i didn't catch the cbgb show, ::hello i live in texas::. he then complained on how i could have caught the live stream @ the cbgb website ::rolls eyes:: if anyone cares, the benefit for pete koller went well. it wasn't sold-out and less people showed as expected but overall nice turnout, moneywise. carol is serenading me with some ike and tina turner. i swear to god, she has the mic plugged into her stereo and is singing while i type. i heart this girl. yes, really!

Finito.

break-up news
yawn. i am drained. tom & i got into this morning and went into it till late this evening. he decided we should seperate. we decided it was over. i'm sad but oh well shit happens. such is life. que sera sera. i am not too excited on the fact that now i have to find a place to live. i moved in with him and i have furniture, clothes, you name it, i brought it here. that's the shit part of all of this. tom took of and didn't say when he was coming back home. i feel like a stranger in here now. like if i'm not supposed to be here or something. am i supposed to start packing my stuff and moving? cause i'm really @ a loss with what to do with myself right now.

in other non-related fucked up news. spoke to lou earlier on in the week and he is engaged. flashback: melissa called to say they were engaged, lou denied said engagement, now all of a sudden their engaged. @ 40 years old i didn't think one had to lie. he called yesterday but i didn't answer the phone. for what? he was too scared to tell me cause he knew i would be hurt. news flash: tom beat him to that punch!

the people i love aren't all cracked up to be who i thought they were. i'm sure i'm not all cracked up to who they thought i was either. in all seriousness i'm too old for this shit. i just want my old life back. i want my single-life with my little house on clay st. with my cats and my neighbors and the good times that surrounded me there. i know that won't ever happen again but one can dream right.

off to look around and just take everything in. xoxo.

hung the fuck.

mood: still hungover.

so.tired.right.now.
last night was so much fun. good god i drank myself silly. 8:30 p.m. - 1:30 a.m. my poor liver.
this morning didn't help either. couldn't sleep it off due to 10 a.m. interview. i actually think i was still intoxicated this morning during interview. headache all day. ouch. so not fun. got call today from law office i applied at and they denied me employment. i was under-qualifed. i needed 6 + years in litigation. i only have 5. COULDN'T THEY F'ING CUT ME A BREAK WITH THAT ONE YEAR! i'm thinking customer serv. is the way to go for now. sitting on my ass and making it fatter whilst answering calls. indeed. highlight of my day was having madhatter's for lunch. so good. le boyfriend tom just informed me it's already going to be 11:00 and i have a second interview tomorrow @ 9:00 a.m. so i need to gets me some sleep. night all. <3.