i'd walk to you if i had no other way

Dec. 30th, 2007 | 02:37 pm
Currently feeling: cheerful

it is so beautiful outside today.

nuff' said.

things.

Currently feeling: chipper
Currently hearing: everybody's doing the fish. yeah yeah yeah.

been on this tamale eating addiction. i've been eating tamales since christmas eve. this insanity needs to stop. seriously!

got to hang out with alan for a bit while he was in town. awwww, alan's awesome. got to FINALLY hang out with van and brad whom i have not seen in forevereverever.  hung with dave once this week. boooo! i need more dave hangout time por favor.

been watching a lot of lost as of late, getting ready for the new season to start. only watched 1 episode of last season so i'm in serious watching lost mode right now. don't bother me.

courtney lyons, my love, are you in austin yet? i want to seeeeeeee you.

love, rose

ahem...

Currently feeling: devious

not only am i on a tamale eating addiction

but other things i have been addicted to as of late:

• high top sneakers
• headbands
• black rebel motorcycle club
• paying bills bills bills online
• bah. my brain froze up thinking

i know there are more. when i remember i will put them in.

been getting phone calls and texts from not one, but two people. both are people i date previously in the past, past being a year to two years ago.i am interested in neither of them. such a shame shame shame. i'd love to date somebody right now. somebody new though. i refuse to take steps backwards. i refuse to.

lovey, rosie

buy

Currently feeling: ditzy

shit, i haven't had red nails in forever normally their like west side "viva mexico" chola black. the weather is beautiful today. this is all.

love, posey

shame on you.

Currently feeling: jubilant

without even sending russ another message i got this text last night --  

people can change but you haven't yet.i dont expect you to. i never asked you to. i asked you to leave me alone. 

wtf? what in the hell was he responding to cause i never sent him a message yest.? so yeah, there's noway i'm going to respond nor do i want to. it's done. in other news bar america now has an atm and $1 lonestar tallboys. oh la la!. i'm in a la tuna or beethoven's mood today. it's so pretty outside.


* oh and if you read my previous post in it he says people CANT change but i guess now they CAN. what an asshole.

blah

Currently feeling: cold

i'm so pissed that russ and i are no longer friends anymore.
he was that person. you know, that person?
that person that you tell all your funny crap to.
kinda like when something pops into your head or you see something funny.
you grab your phone to call that person, cause that person is the only person that gets you.
he's no longer that person.
it sucks.

cooooold

Currently feeling: cold

my yesterday consisted of:
the west side
raspas
shorts
sleeveless shirts
80 degree weather
a.c. in the car

my today consisted of:
hot chocolate
pants
sweater, plus scarf, plus jacket
40 something degree weather
heater in car

and tomorrow it's supposed to be up in the 80's again.

seriously texas weather, wtf?

blah to the blahness.

Currently feeling: depressed

life is like a box of chocolates. not really.
i wish i had a box of chocolates right now.
i never really liked chocolate until i became an adult.
shouldn't it be the other way around?
i'm @ job #1 (united health group)
they let us cruise the internet when we aren't busy (my kind of job.)
tonight i work at neiman marcus.
last night i hyped up the evening for going out then got anti-social and let dave down.
sorry dude, i was soooooo tired.
i'm still bummed about russ. seriously i gotta get over that already.
i don't get over things quickly. i wish i did.
i want to go tonight. i doubt i will find anyone that wants to.
i hate being 30. all my friends are married, have kids, in relationships or just stay home on weekends. boooooo!
can someone please send me single friends that like to get out?

jobby job

Currently feeling: contemplative

working three jobs is tough.
one is seasonal so i shouldn't complain.
my jobs are interferring with eachother though.
one has got to go.

neiman marcus, clinique, united health group

which one of you do i cut out of my life permanently?

oh and russ never called me again, will not answer my calls or texts, blocked me from his myspace, wants nothing to do with me.

so. completely. sad.

(no subject)

Currently feeling: confused

at the lovely dave's house. drinking lone star, watching spurs, cigarette smoking out in the cold. life is not fair. life is never fair. i'm watching sportscenter and it's sad. their talking about some player that got shot and it's bumming me out like i said, life is not fair. yesterday russ stopped being my friend, did the whole deleted me from myspace and i tried sending a message and it said, "you have to be russ's friend to send a message." wtf? he totally premeditated that shit! i fell asleep. this is all about me falling asleep. i can't go into it now. i'm just super bummed and hurt and sad. i would soooo hold a radio over my head in front of his window if i could right now. life is not fair.