very unnecessary

dear rose,
you must fully be aware that lou koller has set you on every ignore list known to mankind. nothing feels better than being ignored on such a pleasant mostly cloudy day. (in all actuality, i have no idea if i am really being ignored, it just feels like it.) despite all the over analyzing and fictious scenarios i have came up with in my head. i hold tight to my chair and realise that if he hasn't called by now, he just ain't ever going to call. note to rose: stop thinking about him. wench! i could add that i lost one of the great men of my life but in all seriousness, was he really that great? yes.no.yes.no.no.

in other non-related, less ill-fated news:

my birds have turned into devil birds and want out of their cage immediately. lola proceeds to terrorize the cage and shake it and make such devlish noise that it is driving me insane. i need a cat to terrorize them just as they terrorize me.

tom has been working double's non-stop. he is never home (which probably has lead to my downfall on dwelling too much on the past.) i wish he was home more. i need some actual boyfriend time.

and in other late great breaking news: enchilada suizas from rosario's sound so good right now.

happy thursday!!!