its always something -

i ate stuffing for breakfast. around 8:00 a.m.

tom is at work. am i a bad girlfriend for never having eaten @ the restaurant my boyfriend is a sous chef for? if anyone has been to acenar, lemme know what you think? does my boyfriend cook well? he makes real pretty dishes. (i have seen um' in the paper).

right now i got to go to daniela's house and fix her computer. it's going to take a good 4 hours i am sure. i am bringing her and her hubby some pan de dulce. mmmmmmm.

tonight = china latina with the ladies. no grackle munday. boo.

i have nothing else to type. my tummy hurts big time. love, me

so sleepy ....

Dec. 3rd, 2004 | 12:36 pm
mood: lovedvery very happy
have i mentioned how much i adore my boyfriend?

happy birthday to my bestest friendest on thee whole entire planet miss la la loritata

she is not a wee little sapling anymore but a mighty oak. (i'm getting all teary-eyed.ha.not.)

last night. fun. tom picked me up and took me out on a date. awwwww. gotta love the boyfriend. we hit up the movies and then food. met up with smidgey mcguire, erich, and lori @ bar america. the boys got to meet the tom and i think they liked him. we all sang lori (with the permission of martin) HAPPY BRITHDAY @ midnight. PEARL BEER AND LONE STAR BEER IS THE WAY TO DO IT.

needless to say lori turned into a drunky mc drunkster as she should.

the group decided to go end the night @ davenport but i was soooo tired. i just went back to tom's place and crashed. this morning he treated me to breakfast. awwwww. i am so happy.

this afternoon lori and i are going to see that movie, closer.

i adore heart love clive owen so i cannot wait to see this movie. i heart clive owen. :: swoon ::

texan and proud.

Nov. 20th, 2004 | 10:55 am
mood: apatheticapathetic
last night wasn't so pretty.

headed over to sanctuary to pick up kevin from 7 shot screamers. we then scooped up lori and headed to bar america to kill some time before the club opened. good conversation with damn good music.

headed back to club and got to spend time with the rest o' the boys. their show was good as usual. fat bottomed girls was the request of the night. i love the way they cover it. :)

vanessa and eva were in attendance. yaaaaaay.

walked out of the river city rebels show. fuck that band. no seriously, fuck that band. the singer made some remark about how they went to a border's book store here in san antonio and was shocked to see they had an actual reading section and that us texans knew how to read. then he made a couple of derogatory comments about texas women. that band can go suck a big fat dick and choke on it. i lost all respect for them......

mike, kevin, and chris all talked to me at seperate times and didn't want me to take it so seriously. i wasn't upset at them of course. i just wasn't in my normal happy-go-lucky self anymore.

i am very proud of being a texan. i really don't appreciate some fucking band stereotyping all us texans just because bush is from here. what a fucking waste of a real good band.

ended up leaving the venue. i had to leave cause as soon as they got off stage you know me. i would have cracked a couple of lone stars on someones head. told the screamer boys bye. told them to call me if they still needed a place to crash. (god bless matt shaw's heart for taking them in..) most of the guys seemed to understand and were cool with me leaving. mike seemed a bit angry about the whole thing. ( as in typical female going overboard)...

and that was my night.

quite the disappointment

tonight = the faint in austin with la la loritata.

dog days.

Nov. 14th, 2004 | 05:51 pm
mood: coldcold
music: your love - the outfield

due to illness and a child's birthday party i didn't get to see alan this weekend. i hope i can be forgiven for being such a sickly person. :(

went to some stores to pay some overdue bills and it's crazy seeing san antonio people in hats, coats, gloves, and scarves. i have to admit though today feels EXACTLY how a regular winter day would feel. grey skies, constant drizzling, 50 degrees, the scent of wood burning, various christmas decor everywhere you turn. unfortunately, this weather brings back not so nice memories for me and leaves me unfulfilled, grumpy, and a bit sad. winter and i have never gotten along.

muchos gracias go out to lori and joe chopper for coming out to pia's 5th birthday party last night. the trivial pursuit 90's version is a bit overrated. i also overheard someone in my family name us girls the breeding stock since it was a battle o' the sexes type of game. i have the most awesome family on the planet. all my sisters and brothers all married with children. so much love.
true fact about my family: nobody in my family has ever gotten a divorce (this fact has been checked years back and years present and no divorces anywhere)...of course leave it to me to be the first divorcee in the family right?

one month until the lou comes crashing back into my life and turning my world upside down. december 13th doesn't seem so far away anymore. i tried to talk myself out of going to the show just to save some heartache but it's like a bad accident waiting to happen. once it's in front of your face, you just have to stop everything your doing, pull over, and go take a look.

i need a drink. i need pumpkinhead ale (tis' the season). i need some beer to warm me up. drinks. drinks. who's up for them? <3, rose

octobre

Oct. 3rd, 2004 | 11:17 am
dear rain,
please stop.
love, rose

the house is a mess. last night's white trash party for john walker was pretty damn fun. got to see some old familiar faces and that's always a pleasure. did i mention the house is a mess? it's wrecked. i have never seen it this bad. ugh. thee ol' birthday boy is still sound asleep on the futon. fucker.

must shower. i feel like ass.

<3, rose

indeed it is.

Sep. 24th, 2004 | 11:19 am
i just realized that my new haircut is EXACTLY like owen wilson's in starsky and hutch. i find this very amusing.

no. not now.

Aug. 6th, 2004 | 12:25 pm
just got off the phone with kristopher. dammit. tonight he made me miss him. veronica guess is asleep on the futon. time to go cuddle with her. night all.

hung the fuck.

Jul. 27th, 2004 | 12:26 pm
dear tuesday,

i am so hungover. it's horrible.
i didn't go to bed until 6:30 in the morning.
ugh, i feel sick.

love, rosie

(no subject)

why the shit did arthur come knocking at my door at around 3:45 to the a.m.? i think he thought we would all be still partying. he left soon after. right after loritata. hmmmmmmm? hahahaha. JOKING.

last night was just one of those nights. veronicaguess and i decided not to take showers or even attempt to look presentable. we rock. we sat around, sang songs, got on the computer, saw a very important documentary, and planned our move back to orange county where we will live in the hawaiian gardens casino. dumb. we are going to invade that shit like what, what.

loritata and pwagebell did art in the hood. they came back and me and veegee were still slipping into madness. people showed up. sorry magicwaffles for being a major bitch-ass. slap me next time.

*thank you for being a friend...travelled down the road and back again....*

kristopher CALLED me at 4:00 a.m. in the morning. we talked. it took him two weeks to fucking call me. what took him so long? i told him i missed him. he said he knew. i was like i know you know. good conversation. a lot of things were said. he has my heart.

my parents and two brothers are here at my house and hovering over the comp so i am departing. asta.

the fourth

last night:

headed over to the ramp with angela frisina and veronica guess. ran into sean petersen and it's so weird seeing him without my love chris polansky. *cries*

hung out there for what seemed to be forever. heard some of the bands. we didn't stay to see white heat but adam and mark know we love them.

us girls made a quick stop to jack-in-the-crack then came home. veronica decided to strip. it was hott.
i got some crotch again. yeah.

we sat around and listened to music then watch half-baked.
i crashed out. my cell phone rang @ 4:30 in the a.m. disregarded it cause i needed sleep.

angela is still sleeping and me and veronica guess are up.

Me.

LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: myself
x. Saw you cry: i think it was lori in n.y.c.
x. Made you cry: kristopher i'm sure.
x. You shared a drink with: natalie and texas don
x. You went to the movies with: myself
x. You went to the mall with: i haven't been in one of those in awhile.
x. Yelled at you: my boss and kris (they yell at me constantly)
x. Sent you an email: russ
x. You kissed: silly question.

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? but of course.
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: no
x. Have you ever been to... New York? just got back fr. there.
x. Florida: yes
x. California: yes
x. Hawaii: no
x. Mexico: yes, a weekend each month with my tuna boys.
x. China: no
x. Canada: no
x. Chicago: yes
x. Danced naked: god no.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no i never remember what i dream about.
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: not once.
x. Had an imaginary friend: lou's pretty much imaginery.
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: someone who can make me laugh, that's all i care about.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: no.
x. What book are you reading now: strange pilrims by gabriel gracia-marquez
x. Worst feeling in the world: failure and cramps. (its a toss-up)
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: another day, another dolla.
x. Future daughter's name: none
x. Future son's name: none
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: does my neighbor count?
x. What's under your bed: old computer
x. Favorite sport to watch: fencing
x. Current Age: 26 turning 27 in 18 days.
x. Siblings: liz, john, jeff
x. Location: san antonio
x. College plans: been there done that
x. Piercings/tattoos: ears/ back and wrists.
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: good question.

STUFF
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: no.
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes.
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no
x. Want someone you don't have right now: no.
x. Are you lonely right now: no
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: no
x. Do you want to get married: no, i'm not one of those people.
x. Do you want kids: not at the moment.

FAVOURITE
x. Room in house: kitchen
x. Type(s) of music: old traditional rockabilly.
x. Color: pink
x. Perfume or cologne: omnia by bvlgari
x. Month: november
x. Stone: ruby


IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: No
x. Bought something: Beer
x. Gotten sick: no
x. Sang: highly unlikely
x. Said "I Love You": yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: No
x. Met someone new: No
x. Moved on: No
x. Talked to someone: yes
x. Missed someone: i always miss lou.
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: yes
x. Fought with your parents: no

EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: haven't done a single drug ever.
x. Do you drink: yes
x. Who is your best friend: my mom then the girls.
x. What are you most scared of: cartoon and comics
x. What clothes do you sleep in: t-shirt and pajammies.
x. Where do you want to get married: never thought of that.
x. Who do you really hate: at the moment nobody.
x. Been in Love: once
x. What type automobile do you drive: volkswagon jetta
x. Do you have a job: actually yeah
x. Do you like being around people: the people i love, yes.
x. Are you for world peace: big fan of it but do i see it happening, NO
x. Are you a health freak: ha. god no.

ex.

Jun. 27th, 2004 | 02:02 pm
this day officially sucks ass. my eye is bothering me more than usual. cries. i thought it was getting better.

fucking lou is all the way in fucking germany but still found a way to piss me off. how is this possible?

his girlfriend melissa has not only taken a fancy to my journal but also enjoys reading veronica guess's as well. it's truly hilarious if you ask me.

lou called me and asked, why was i so mad at him? he says, he is the one that should be mad. then took that back and said he wasn't mad. (not with me, just the melissa stalking situation)

i hung up on him. hung up the phone all crazy-like too. ya know when you are just about to put the phone back on the receiver and you start pounding the hell of it. yeah, thats the way i vent after shitty-bogus phonecalls.

i hope he stays in germany and never comes back.

i can't believe i used the word, BOGUS.

edit*** when sick of it all goes to your town fucking throw lou tomatoes.***

no subject. no no no.

Jun. 18th, 2004 | 02:00 pm
last night. good ol' times. reason 6,345 why i <3 veronica guess. we are like those aliens from that movie, signs. we speak our own little language and both of us know what the other is talking/thinking about.

veegee and i met up with dave @ bar america.
ran into rosario's boyfriend. weeeeeeee. highlight of the night was when i introduced veronica to vince and she asked him, are you the one they call midget? i was so embarassed. we call him midget behind his back not to his face. classic.

kristopher and his dork-ass friends were there. he still will not even tell me hi. whatever. ever. ever.

came home around 1:00 and invited my neighbors ceasar and miguel over. they brought beer. we listened to music till around 3:00 a.m. that dude miguel wanted to give me a foot massage. ewwwwwww. they took off around 3:10 or so.

this morning i checked my missed calls and kristopher called twice. ha. truly fucking amazing. dumbass.

lou called once again from germany this morning. he said he doesn't understand women. i just don't understand him. i doubt i ever will.

oh well. must go buy food. i am starving.

akita for sale, no for free!

Jun. 4th, 2004 | 05:26 pm
moving into the new place is sucking ass.
it's too damn hot for this shit. ugh. sweatfest 2004.
thanks dave for helping me move some big stuff. you accomplished lots.

thanks for lunch. dude, i didn't pay you for it. beers tonight.

kristopher came over and helped us. he left me a pretty big housewarming gift. gift = an akita named yoyo. now i have a damned dog to worry about.

tonight = first friday
tomorrow = yo la tengo in austin

if anyone in san antonio has nothing to do this afternoon, get your ass over here and help me.

<3, rosie and yoyo

brekky phast

granola bar for breakfast. ick! 8:00 a.m.

today consists of: me driving to lori's work and visiting my parent's. should be a stress-free day. should be. i am off from work until tuesday. rock!

last night was semi-fun. me, lori, and kristopher had some great laughs at b.a. i <3 when kris sings to lori. while i was getting ready for bed last night i started crying because kristopher is almost gone and i am going to miss him so much. i got over it after 20 minutes of crying and now i feel better. things in life just happen for a reason. oh well.

meeting time.

no no no

i am staring at my lean pocket and coffee. i know, i know. breakfast of champions. why did i find it amusing calling lou about 8,000 times last night and just leaving him messages with the mariachi's from la tuna singing, besame mucho. very great expectations. awwww. i <3 that movie.

last night lori and i had a beer (which was on kristopher, wow) then walked over to blue star so i could show her tina's place. we are thinking of moving into it since it's awesome but hey lori, if your all about trading spaces and fixing up your own home then kristopher's house is the way to go. we'd have our own floors.

ahem...ahem... quality time with the neighbor yesterday was so good. he called me to hang out. wow. *squeal*

veronica guess  i <3 you. i am glad you came over last night. happiness is the key.

kristopher michael bolstad came over last night very late. very unexpected. he put on the infamous afro wig and a pair of my panties and ran around the parking lot outside. classic. i got bombarded by farts from him, my house is a mess, and he sang to me oklahoma. maybe i didn't miss him. (joking). he just left a little while ago. why his socks stayed here? i have no idea but kristopher is gone.

is it just me or does anybody else out there not give a fuck that gwenyth paltrow had her baby? i am sick of seeing her, her hubby, and baby apple in every magazine. that shouldn't be headline news. now if ru-paul had a baby that would RULE!!!!! shit, i'd even by the magazine.

(no subject)

geezus i love my friends.
erich and toby totally surprised me. i was at la tuna when my phone rang with private number and i knew right away who it was. they were on my balcony. waiting. how cute is that.
walked home. drank beers. wore afro wigs. got freaky nasty. dance to the infamous c.d.'s. i <3 the boys.
ended up going to tuna, cargo's, the beach, club sirius.
fuuuuuuunnnnnnn tiiiiimmmmmesssssss.
kristopher was in attendance but we kept our distance. it killed me. all i wanted to do was hug my baby. we hardly spoke. (it is so hard). his boss, the ever so famous frank walden called me. dunno what he wanted but i mentioned it to kristopher and he told me to NOT CALL HIM BACK. weirdness, why would his boss call me?
had a splendid time with c.j. and gordon. fuck, i adore c.j. too bad he's in a relationship. boo. we decided to share a room in mexico. (this weekend we are mexico bound).
where the fuck is my neighbor? i so want to go over and yeah, cuddle and stuff and more. oh so much more.
phone's a ringing. it's the lou. dammit.

Camera Blues.

Mar. 22nd, 2004 | 01:37 pm
my weekend

thursday: spent the night @ kris's

friday: abigail's 30th birthday par-tay, beer glorious beer, met up with vanessa and angela @ bar america after. drink while you think was played. ran into my enemy mr tattoo artist justin martinez, hahaha i kid. long time no see. kristopher and i had our first sleepover in the new home. hardwood floors love us.

saturday: early brunch with the boy. we didn't go to mexico. a small roadtrip was well needed so vanessa and i drove to austin for SXSW. free shows, great parking, free beer, the cutest musicians from all over the country in ONE city. oh hell yes!

COULD NOT FIND CAMERA SO NO PICTURES, WHHHHHYYYYY?

sunday: susan came by to visit me and the new home. she saved the day by helping with unpack some more boxes and help me hang pictures around my place. <3. walked to la tuna. saw the boys. hung with turtle for a while. made him play some madness.

overall - great weekend.
damn i should have more of these.

lou - you so rock my socks.

love thy neighbor

last night had its ups and downs.
up = got to meet some awesome people
down = someone stole veronica's camera and that sucks because it means so much to her.
up = the love lounge living up to it's name
down = the fucking mess i have to clean up.
up = everyone complimenting my home like woah.
down = i need to buy toilet paper. i ran out.
party in nutshell.sex sells. booze. cigarette butts. hip hop. pretty boys. pretty girls.
*we have no pictures to post due to the motherfuckers that stole veronica's camera. rat bastards.*
didn't wake up in my bed this morning. bad. woke up in my next door neighbor's bed with my next door neighbor snoring lightly next to me. wtf? embarassville.
dude i need food and sleep. i feel drained.

heartbeats.

May. 10th, 2004 | 03:29 pm

turned into a crab and just stayed in my room all sunday. hilarious.

i got a HUGE SURPRISE this morning. the lou koller was knocking on my hotel door. so lou surprised me. we spent our time like we normally do. hugging, fighting, wrestling,and so on ...... i am now ready to go back to texas. goodbye new york.

Rawk

worked this morning. it was fun.
i <3 my work friends. good people.

went to new home and turned on light. nothing happened.
realized my landlord finally pulled the electricity plug
on me. i already called cps to have it change to my name.
i'll have light after 3. yeah rawk.. until then my name
will be carmen electra. rawk.

last night. good times. dinner with [info]nessersrocks.
funtabulos time as usual. afterwards scott and i were
kidnapped by roger and gordon and taken against our will to
club sirus smack in dowtown san antonio.

awesome bar! grear jukebox! cheap beer! i think i have a new hangout. it looks exactly like the burgundy room in hollywood, ca. even the vibe was the same.

what's up with the alamo. walked by last night and it's all pimped out. (is it because of the movie?)....

kristopher called me @ 12:30 last night but i was already crashed. :( . i miss him.

finally got locks fixed at new home. locksmith guy was handsome as all hell. i looked like shit therefore no sparks flew.

talked to lou this morning. he had just finished coming from the gym and was about to eat breakfast. i know lou is a PERSON but i just can't imagine him at a gym or eating breakfast. weird.

tonight: hoping to see [info]loritata and getting into some kind of trouble somewhere. maybe karaoke then b.a.?
hmmmmm?....

lemme start this entry by giving a big happy birthday shoutout to the one and only sarah grant. *raises the roof*. go get your drink on tonight girl!!!!

dina, i miss you. we must gossip. i saw on my cellphone you called yest. WE MUST GOSSIP LIKE ASAP. i read an entry of yours that made me say, WOAH involving a certain someone who's name rhymes with elvis. <3

right now i must begin working. i was able to get online really quick but now the vultures (supervisors) have started circling me. (kill um' all.)

tonight - china latina yummy goodness with vanessa, then drinky drinks with scott at la tuna. sweet.

kristopher is out of town. i'm sad. amores perros.

i am.

i'm in missing the boy mode.
it doesn't happen to often
but goddammit i miss him.

subject: fuck you

Mar. 15th, 2004 | 01:37 pm
* the new place is coming along great. i <3 it *

kristopher and i are over

saint pat of la tuna and i went to la tuna last night. it rained and it was beautiful. i <3 outdoor bars. turtle let me be the d.j. and a lot of madness was played.

our house makes me smile. i <3 that song ....

i know some of my close friends are wondering about the kristopher and rose shock break-up.

here is the answer:

pat= white haired 50 somethingish year old man and downstairs neighbor.

pat tells me kris went up to him two nights ago all crazy-like and said, i heard rose is giving you a key to her apartment and pat is like yes that's correct. so kris decided to make it VERY CLEAR to pat that he better not try anything with me and that he (kris) will be over at my place ALL THE TIME.

WTF? IT'S PAT FOR GOD'S SAKE....

pat seemed really upset that kris would go that far to do something like that and it was more disrespectful than anything. the only reason i am giving pat my key is because if i get locked out of my place all i have to do is go downstairs to his place and get the spare key.

so last night at la tuna i am sitting with pat and kris constantly keeps calling my phone and pulling a lloyd dobler and checking up on me every 2.5 seconds. it was all too weird. (we were at the same fucking bar. he could have gone up to me.) he once again decided to tell pat shit.

i never answered any of his calls and by the time i checked my messages there was one from him saying he didn't want to talk to me anymore and that it's over (because of pat)

WHAT THE FUCK! SERIOUSLY! GROW THE FUCK UP!

other than that. i'm not sick anymore and my new place rocks!

xoxo, rose

not a subject.

Mar. 9th, 2004 | 01:37 pm
i am loving the new home. it rocks my socks.
vanessa came by to visit it. we got to meet my new neighbors. cools guys. i have cesar on the next balcony over and miguel that lives in the house next door. we nicknamed miguel *midget gordito*. we rock. my new lounge chairs proved to be a success. vanessa's lounge chair had hydraulics. awesome. after i bid adieu to vanessa i went and hit up hog wild for some new music. while paying at the cash register i put my wallet on the counter to get my credit card and when i picked up my wallet underneath it was a pic of sean peterson and friends. i did a double take and yes that was him. sorry sean for having my wallet on your face. :)

chris polansky's ass needs to be up in that biatch!

russ just called all pissed off and frantic. i was all confused and dazed since i was already sleeping. i was like oh shit, what did i do now? he's like, no its just my taxes and i just had to vent then hung up. wtf? wtf? wtf?

the kristopher just called. i was wondering when he was going to. looks like i didn't have to wait too long. my phone did die during the conversation but the point is, HE CALLED.

tomorrow is an 8-5 day. who's up for bar america tomorrow night or karaoke? going once, going twice .....

awwww, dave, i just saw you called.
your hanging with us tomorrow. i feel like i haven't seen you in ages. <3

and now bed time. later peeps.

(no subject)

zero motivation. 11 hour workday. someone shoot me.

last night was fun. met up with susan @ la tuna for cold beers and one warm fire. le boyfriend kristopher was there. he decided to sit right across from me so we could make silly faces and piss eachother off. he left me silly messages on my voicemail. one was a nice message where he complimented my haircut and haircolor. awwww,the boy notices.

susan and i ended up leaving @ 9:00. picked up some wendy's. (where i got nessersrocks the biggest BIGGIE frosty EVER. and us 3 girls watched, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy. Vince Neil on Queer Eye, CREEPY. Kyle Minogue helping out with the Hip Tips, AWESOME.

All of us girls went our seperate ways right after the show. I headed over to feed my piggy. (went to kristopher's with food). he was watching, young guns, and couldn't be bothered. i kept being a dork and everytime i saw emilio estevez i would turn into night @ the roxbury mode and would say out loud, emilio estevez, the mighty duck man, EMILIO !!!!!. kris was pissed. i mean PISSED. after the movie we ended up drinking tea and doing crosswords. in the middle of finding the last word which was, invitation. i just gave up and used kristopher's stomach as a pillow and dozed of.

dinamartini, did you get my message last night? call me. sorry about kris being all loud and obnoxious up in the message. call me!!!!

Feb. 22nd, 2004 | 10:40 am
am already dreading tomorrow and my eleven hour work schedule. it sucks balls.
the weekend was great. i got to see lori and veronica guess.
ya'll are insane. i <3 you guys. they also got to meet kristopher which was awesome.
i was beginning to wonder if they thought he was just this fictious person i made up.
he's just very anti-social and thanks to his drunkness he got to meet my friends for once.

sorry lori for my drunken driving skills friday night. hahaha. i have never made anyone car sick with my driving so that was a first. funny thing is, we should have put kris in the back. how many times did he try getting out of the truck when it was in motion?
vanessa, i just got your message. i was on the phone with lou long distance that's why i didn't pick up. lou's doing good. europe usually does him good. i miss him.
we had one of those long talks and it was nice. we have these talks about twice a year were we just laugh about the past and all the shit we've been through over the past 6 years.
we finally discussed something that should have been discussed years ago and it was nice.
he's in talks with his booking agent about coming to texas. (which he thinks wouldn't be till around may.) i know i just saw him in florida but it seems like forever. lou is the lead singer of sick of it all so if they come to a city near, don't miss out on this. amazing.

kris called twice when i was on the phone with lou and i haven't called back.
i'll call him back later. i'm just not ready to let lou out of my mind just yet.

in other news i'm sleepy and i have a massive craving for apple juice.
(walks away from computer ..checks fridge..comes back with a tall glass of apple juice..)
now off to make some calls and sleep. sleep is good. old friends are good. life is good.

boys will be boys.

Feb. 9th, 2004 | 10:40 am
kristopher and i got into a quarrel last night.
do all guys fear relationship talk or what?
i mentioned to him that we should travel outside
of southtown boundaries once in awhile and he
looked shocked. him and i NEVER go out. if i go out
it's either with my best friends or his best friends
he never joins us. he is ALWAYS at fucking la tuna and
bar america and if he's not there then he's feeding his
ass at pig stand or liberty bar. NO EXCITEMENT.
i screamed a lot. he screamed a lot. finally we
went to bed. at about 2:30 in the a.m. i woke up,
got in my car, and came home. didn't say bye or nothing.
i'm still upset with him.

03:35 pm - what you want? baby i got it ....
just awoke from a nap. *yawn*.
i am so hungry. naps do that to you.
the house is a mess and i should start cleaning.
i am in lazy mode though. blah.
i started to panic earlier. what happens if
nobody comes tomorrow? *cries*
i miss kristopher right now and that
is very very very very odd.
carolxlee13 should come over and
keep her best friend company.
susan just called, she is coming over, AWESOME.
drinks with nessersrocks and
magicwaffles tonight at joey's. sweet.
baby pia will be making an appearance at the
party but will be leaving at 8:00 p.m.
i just thought i'd spread the word ..
i want her to play with the midgets ..har har!
Current Mood: cynical

run fast for your mother.

Jan. 28th, 2004 | 10:40 am
02:22 pm - fun @ the boy's house ....

today has been quite fun and relaxing. i got to spend some quality time with my girl carolxlee13. both her and her mother tried to convert me into a christian but that didn't happen. invited carol to go with me to kristopher's and she accepted the invite. once there, what turned into me trying to look for my phone, turned into me snooping wondering what i'd uncover.

things uncovered:
dirty debutantes 87' vhs
some weird book on how to please your partner.(?)
lubriderm lotion under LIVING ROOM sofa next to towel (hmmm)
pics of some womens boobs but not her face

never found my phone though. :(

susan ended up joining us @ kris's and we sat in his living room, smoked cigarette's, and just kinda laughed at where we all were. found old pictures of him and of course i had to take the silly ones.

here's one (its not too clear but oh well)

i still cannot find my f'ing phone. i swear to god the last time i used it was in his bed. damn it. where are you cell phone? kristopher should hopefully be back in town tonight. *crosses fingers*. i miss my phone.




Current Mood: mischievous

the life, not really.

last night was fun. i got a surprise call from kris's best friends scott and 747 saying they missed me. they invited me out and i accepted the invite. met up with them at the beach where they were watching the game. kris walked in. i told 747 i felt a little uncomfortable so him and i went to Beer Depot *best bar ever*. ran into an old high school friend that i hadn't seen in 10 years. exchanged numbers. promised to go out sometime. danced with numerous old men and old ladies (i am talking grandparent's ages here). gordon ended up meeting us out and that's always fun. roger got tired and bailed on us so gordon and i headed to mr. taco for well, tacos and karaoke. so much fun. i got stalked by this one girl named cherokee. very, very, weird. i had to tell her gordon was my hubby in order for her to leave me alone. she kept kissing my cheek. all very strange. karaoke man was excited to see us. ended up doing all the classics and rock the casbah and i fucking rocked. i made gordon do that elton john/lion king, can you feel the love tonight? bullshit. it was hilarious.

was home and in bed by 1:30 a.m. it rained. i got restless. phone rang. ended up staying the night at dear kristopher's --- don't ask.

and with all this said, ciao....

Bluest of the Stars

10:28 am - sleepy
slept a total of 2.5 hours last night.
because of this i am in an extremely crabby mood.
spent the night @ dear old kristopher's house.
tonight susan and i are going to the spurs game.
it should be an effing awesome game ....
must sleep before game though.

p.s. the weather is horrible outside.

<3, rose

boy oh boy

and finally i am home...

spent the night with the boy last night. fun times.
we had company by the name of eli cash. not so fun times.
kristopher was super drunk. he was being all loud and obnoxious and because of this we didn't go to bed until 5:00 a.m.

finally got my old phone back. thanks guys for all the messages. he did question me about all the area codes. hahaha. i am loving my new phone though. it's pretty.

tonight the swindles are playing at tacoland but i am just too exhausted to go. tonight will be a staying in night for me. must catch up on reading anyway.

i need sleep. adios.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: that *margaritaville* song in mah head