Tuesday, December 6, 2005

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mood: sleepysleepy

this morning i worked. boo. then i had lunch time malt house goodness with vannessa (biotherm vannessa.)
last night was quite interesting and amusing all rolled into a night. dave came over to watch the fairly early spurs game with me in which the spurs won. van ended up swinging by. we then headed to cibal's for martinis and beers. it was closing time at cibal and we were the only table in there so they kept us longer than intended then got tired and kicked us out. headed to the mix. (on the drive there dave almost wrecked into me!) had a very drunky mc drunkster dave on my hands. was super excited to see that sean castillo was playing. hadn't heard GOOD traditional rockabilly in awhile. van got hit on the ass by a honey bun sean threw. hilarious. we then headed next door for drunken mess, no fun, no laugh, rolling eyes type of atmosphere. drunk = my friends and boy were they. gotta go. love, rose

Sunday, June 26, 2005


Jun. 26th, 2005 | 08:19 pm
mood: lovely
music: national geographic channel (t.v.)
ten things I enjoy:
1. reading a good book
2. taking hot showers
3. black olives
4. folding laundry just out of the dryer (ooooh warm!)
5. having a full tank of gas
6. taking pictures
7. my boyfriend's company
8. being a momma to our pets
9. those arizona iced teas
10.hbo on demand :)

<3, rose

Thursday, May 19, 2005

very unnecessary

dear rose,
you must fully be aware that lou koller has set you on every ignore list known to mankind. nothing feels better than being ignored on such a pleasant mostly cloudy day. (in all actuality, i have no idea if i am really being ignored, it just feels like it.) despite all the over analyzing and fictious scenarios i have came up with in my head. i hold tight to my chair and realise that if he hasn't called by now, he just ain't ever going to call. note to rose: stop thinking about him. wench! i could add that i lost one of the great men of my life but in all seriousness, was he really that great? yes.no.yes.no.no.

in other non-related, less ill-fated news:

my birds have turned into devil birds and want out of their cage immediately. lola proceeds to terrorize the cage and shake it and make such devlish noise that it is driving me insane. i need a cat to terrorize them just as they terrorize me.

tom has been working double's non-stop. he is never home (which probably has lead to my downfall on dwelling too much on the past.) i wish he was home more. i need some actual boyfriend time.

and in other late great breaking news: enchilada suizas from rosario's sound so good right now.

happy thursday!!!

Thursday, May 12, 2005

do it for the smidge.

Mar. 12th, 2005 | 10:43 am
mood: not fed
tonight is the start of smidgey's two-week long birthday celebration.
davenport tonight. anyone feel like going just to make a small appearance?
then going somewhere CHEAP. .. . .

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

the sun. the moon.

May. 10th, 2005 | 01:52 pm
mood: i'd rather be sleeping
refreshed but still a mess.
dave came over last night.
cruised to whataburger. caught up on the latest celebrity gossip.
headed out to tequila island @ midnite with the roy.
i like getting late starts. ran into just about everybody.
st. pat stole roy away from me for conversation.
girls kept going up to roy and asking if he was australian.
i think they were referring to his accent but he ain't no aussie.
ran into my man from amsterdam. oh and radge was in full effect.
twas fun.

anyone going out to see the spurs game tonite?

Friday, April 22, 2005

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mood: ready for my weekend
music: arcade fire

tom's asleep. i'm awake. i'm hungry. he's sleeping.
working thee ol' night shift is way fun. i love it.
tomorrow is king william fair and fiest flambeau parade. yaaaay.
then next day it's sunday brunch @ vince's house.


p.s. [info]nessersrocks, if your not gonna head out anywhere tonight i'll prolly stay in also. hit me up on the text yo'.

Saturday, March 5, 2005

hateration. holleration.

Mar. 5th, 2005 | 10:52 pm
mood: hateration. holleration.
.... la madeleine for lunch..... yummy.
what beats that? oh starting the night off @ 5:00 p.m. drinking liquor. with those two girls that names start with the letter d. i drank myself silly. it is eleven o' clock and i am home intoxicated. i can't even function properly. weeeeeee. the weather in san antonio is SHITE! the roads are slick. so slick that i actually saw a truck turned on it's side on 281 (right on top o' sam's burger joint). fire engines. ambulances. police. anyway, i am going to watch love me if you dare AGAIN because i just love love love love love love that movie. oh and so does [info]a_dub. :)

p.s. tom & i have been doing swell. so swell. so happy. so ridiculously good. so awesome. so intoxicating. even more intoxicating then the intoxication i feel inside of me right now. 3 more months and we FINALLY move out of this shit hole into the cadillac lofts. all it takes is patience. then you finally get it right. we did. i heart my chef. this much { ------------------------------ }

Thursday, March 3, 2005

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mood: inspired
music: carol singing ike and tina

[info]carolxlee13 and i had lunch @ rosario's this afternoon. mmmm enchilada suizas. the weather is beautiful outside. we parked deep in king william so we could enjoy the walk to and from the restaurant. i don't know if mentioned but tuesday night was a blast. i heart you ladies. brass in pocket. <3. spoke to that lou this afternoon. he is very unhappy right now. i can tell. then i got brave and just asked him and he admitted he was unhappy. he seemed disappointed that i didn't catch the cbgb show, ::hello i live in texas::. he then complained on how i could have caught the live stream @ the cbgb website ::rolls eyes:: if anyone cares, the benefit for pete koller went well. it wasn't sold-out and less people showed as expected but overall nice turnout, moneywise. carol is serenading me with some ike and tina turner. i swear to god, she has the mic plugged into her stereo and is singing while i type. i heart this girl. yes, really!

Sunday, February 27, 2005


break-up news
yawn. i am drained. tom & i got into this morning and went into it till late this evening. he decided we should seperate. we decided it was over. i'm sad but oh well shit happens. such is life. que sera sera. i am not too excited on the fact that now i have to find a place to live. i moved in with him and i have furniture, clothes, you name it, i brought it here. that's the shit part of all of this. tom took of and didn't say when he was coming back home. i feel like a stranger in here now. like if i'm not supposed to be here or something. am i supposed to start packing my stuff and moving? cause i'm really @ a loss with what to do with myself right now.

in other non-related fucked up news. spoke to lou earlier on in the week and he is engaged. flashback: melissa called to say they were engaged, lou denied said engagement, now all of a sudden their engaged. @ 40 years old i didn't think one had to lie. he called yesterday but i didn't answer the phone. for what? he was too scared to tell me cause he knew i would be hurt. news flash: tom beat him to that punch!

the people i love aren't all cracked up to be who i thought they were. i'm sure i'm not all cracked up to who they thought i was either. in all seriousness i'm too old for this shit. i just want my old life back. i want my single-life with my little house on clay st. with my cats and my neighbors and the good times that surrounded me there. i know that won't ever happen again but one can dream right.

off to look around and just take everything in. xoxo.

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

hung the fuck.

mood: still hungover.

last night was so much fun. good god i drank myself silly. 8:30 p.m. - 1:30 a.m. my poor liver.
this morning didn't help either. couldn't sleep it off due to 10 a.m. interview. i actually think i was still intoxicated this morning during interview. headache all day. ouch. so not fun. got call today from law office i applied at and they denied me employment. i was under-qualifed. i needed 6 + years in litigation. i only have 5. COULDN'T THEY F'ING CUT ME A BREAK WITH THAT ONE YEAR! i'm thinking customer serv. is the way to go for now. sitting on my ass and making it fatter whilst answering calls. indeed. highlight of my day was having madhatter's for lunch. so good. le boyfriend tom just informed me it's already going to be 11:00 and i have a second interview tomorrow @ 9:00 a.m. so i need to gets me some sleep. night all. <3.

i kind of find i like a life this loney ...

stuck in my head: come on home: franz ferdinand

last night. so much fun. mr. taco karaoke goodness. i got to see eva and van and dave and robbie and his loud drunken girlfriend. got compliments on my hair and from what i remember i didn't do one damn thing to it. pony tail. bangs in face. hmmmm. alright. ended up going to the mix around midnight. got to see everyone i've missed. mangina totally ditched me. i am slitting my wrist. deeneese is coming over around 2:00 for a movie date. sweet. rent is due today. tomorrow it's late. i have to pay it tomorrow though. sucks. i hate being late on important shite!

happy thursday ! <3

Thursday, February 17, 2005

anger. resentment. subside. my heart.

Feb. 17th, 2005 | 01:52 pm
mood: angry but not at him
texas weather. i tell ya. what happened to the sun?

called lou to congratulate him on his "engagement". i already knew what i kind of suspected. leave it to melissa to text me in the middle of the night and do some shit like that. scream match 2K5 that lasted a good 35 minutes. he thanked me for listening to everything he had to say and just get off his chest. i don't nececassarily like listening to someone screaming at me but at least i wasn't the cause or the culprit for the screaming. is it bad for me to tell him, to just get his shit and move back to queens ALONE? cause that's what i did.

in other news: i have a clean house (finally) and my job search is going steadily. two interviews locked for tomorrow and i'm crossing my fingers that one can offer me something with semi-decent pay and benefits. i'll take a pay-cut. i just want to work. time to do laundry and cook me some lunch.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

(no subject)

mood: i don't know how to explain it

woke up to a mobile that had 5 missed calls. one stuck out. in the middle of the night lou called to let me know him and melissa got engaged. well isn't that just lovely.

Monday, February 7, 2005


mood: lovedloved
music: hounds of love - kate bush

weekend overall: Good!

highlight of weekend was the constant calling and harassment of smidgie, e.r. fabulous, and tobias. got a nice and simple text from the lou yesterday around 8:00 p.m. while he was @ practice. text said: i miss you. i thought it was thoughtful. tom on the other hand asked why some guy with a 917 area code missed me. he wasn't upset or anything. tom is awesome like that. speaking of awesome. this morning = corn tortillas for breakfast. so good. the weather is once again SHITE!

dear san antonio, texas
is it too much to ask for one sunny day?
love, rosie

i woke up with kate bush's hounds of love in mah head. go away already. it's been two hours now.

tonight = hank 3. anyone else going to the show?

Tuesday, February 1, 2005

stop everything

Feb. 1st, 2005 | 03:32 pm
mood: anxiouswouldn't miss it for the world

new order. bauhaus. cocteau twins. i cannot miss this. i will cancel every single trip i was supposed to take this year. let this be my sole trip of 2005.
people on my friends list.  quit reminding me how good this will be.  i am there.

Sunday, January 30, 2005


Jan. 30th, 2005 | 08:46 am
mood: awake
this weekend consisted of austin. drove back 290 and it was so dark that i was scared. really scared.
devil's backbone. what the ? am almost over my week long illness. voice is almost completely back. tom is off today so we'll be hanging out most of the day. i think we are having lunch in boerne. haven't looked outside. is the weather shite?

vanessa, possible dinner and/or drinks tonight? haven't seen you.
[info]viggie, does today work for you? i have the yarn in my car so if ya call and i'm not home we can just meet somewhere in the middle.

Sunday, January 23, 2005

let the good times roll ...

mood: excitedexcited

heard from mei-ling this morning. yaaaaaaay.

watch out feb. 17-21. somewhere in between those days there will be a roadtrip to memphis, tennessee.
sun records. graceland. the shite.

Sunday, January 16, 2005

long live the whatever.

Jan. 16th, 2005 | 09:33 am
mood: coldcold
music: t-rex
friday = bar america times. highlight of the night for me was effing chad trying to classify mine and kristopher's old relationship. what a tool! sometimes i forget that under chad's unemployment belt he has relationship expert. silly me.

friday = glad to see and be there for friends. it felt good.

yesterday was my parents 41st wedding anniversary. i ended up staying @ my parents and drinking till about 12:30 a.m. a very sleepy rose came home to a very wide-awake tom. sleepy rose slept.

tom just for left for austin. boo. work stuff. chef stuff. stuff stuff.

i am all alone @ the home so if anybody wants to do something today or get together i am free.

<3, rose

Thursday, January 13, 2005

big move. little heart.

mood: coldcold
music: blood for blood

woke up to a cold yet sunny morning. feels good though i am still cold. finally managed to bring all my big furniture/things to tom's apartment. all i have left to bring is clothes and miscellaneous crap and i am all moved in. first entry posted from tom's apartment on my computer. ha.

tues. night headed out to old tin bar saloon and met up with vanessa and dave. tom then dragged me to downtown bars. i really hate techno. shiner bock can save the day.

yesterday was dreaded d-day where we moved. why do we have to live on the 3rd floor? sucks balls. i then managed to escape for a bit to watch alias. tom and i do not have cable nor do we catch any regular channels. stupid apartment.

i love living in downtown though. i grew up on this side so i am glad to have back the zip code i grew up with. we signed a lease for 6 months then in june we are moving to the cadillac lofts. the only thing that i hate about where we live is we are right across the street from santa rosa hospital and with the ambulances but even more those air-life helicopters. geezus. talk about no sleep. SHHHIIIIIIT! anyway, the middle school i went to in downtown shut it's doors forever. this happened awhile back but i got sad passing by my middle school and seeing it closed. boo. st. mary's school smack on st. mary's street. i wonder what's it's going to turn itself into: a trendy bar or an overpriced restaurant. stay tuned.

Thursday, January 6, 2005

cold. cold. cold.

mood: coldvery effing cold
music: bauhaus

texas weather. i am freezing. watch, in two days it will be in the 80's again. make up your mind. my ears are so cold right now that i am wearing a beret. come to think of it. who hasn't worn one of my berets?

there are those rare occassions when mr. koller surprises me. unexpected phone calls are the best. i am glad to know that he makes the effort to remain friends. the past two days have been filled with him text messaging and/or calling. then again i know him, so i won't get too used to this .......

spoke to a very hungover [info]loritata this morning. it was amusing. i just looked at myself and i am dressed like a banshee. chai lattes are addicting so is thai iced tea. oh joy!

Monday, January 3, 2005

Sri Lanka.

Jan. 3rd, 2005 | 02:34 pm
mood: productiveproductive
music: love will tear us apart - joy division

NYE was good. spent it with loved ones. got to meet vanessa's boyfriend, whom is amazing.

Sat. Night lori and i cabbed it to boyfriend's restaurant acenar to try out their bar atomar. ladies in san antonio you MUST click on the link to atomar. they have vinatge movie tuesdays and sex & the city episodes wednesdays. my kind o' bar. who's down for checking it out one of those days?

(the rest of sat. night was spent pissed off and worried but it all worked itself out)

Thee Boyfriend and I now have babies. We bought parakeets for the home. I named my parakeet Lola, ( she was a showgirl with yellow feathers in her hair and a dress cut down to there....) Tom named his Kang ( like Kangaroo) - l.a.m.e.

This morning I finally managed to drag myself to the DPS to renew my license. It has been expired for 6 months. I am now back to valid driver's license status. wow. unbelievable.