Saturday, June 9, 2007

Deep

Jun. 9th, 2007 | 09:55 am
mood: angryangry
music: the devil went down to georgia
i really wish i was at the beach right now. there's no place like being AWAY from home.

i've been in this funk for the past two days. it started off thurs. night for the spurs game. i made plans to meet up with veronica for beer/drinking spurs action but she got stuck doing homework so i decided to go to the bar alone. it felt weird. i'd hope she would finish her homework in those two hours but nope, nothing. -- it made me sad.

then last night i wanted to go to alex rubio's art opening so i called sara and she said yes. i told her i wanted to be there at 8:00 p.m. 7:45 rolls around and i still have not heard fr. her. then 8:00 rolls around and i txt her and just basically say nevermind. she then decided to txt me and put "i'm a mean friend". at least i'm a fucking friend that can tell time. -- --- --- i feel so disconnected from ppl.

russ and i got into a little spat. yest. as well. it's probably the emo-overload coming from the two topics listed above that has me in this state.
his txt message to me was, "please don't pick a fight with me. i'm tired and i do not wish to argue." i wasn't calling him to pick a fight. i was calling him because i needed someone to talk to.

i'm so sick and tired of people right now. i didn't go to school today cause i feel so angry inside.
tomorrow i work 4:30-1:00 a.m. i'm so glad. for the first time ever i would rather be at work then spending time with people i actually care about.

rose.

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